::Disenchanted World::

2010-01-04T21:11:00.005+08:00

Taiwan

I really want to go to Taiwan for grad trip!

I seriously hope that I could realise this trip although I knew many of my friends have already been there.

It's sad that I haven't even finish my project and now I'm planning how to play hard after graduation. I should go work hard now!!

2009-12-31T11:15:00.005+08:00

Random #7

I hate people cancelling out on me. BIG TIME.

Seriously, you don't cancel out on people on the very day of outing and what's more it is the end of the year, new year's eve.

It disrupts my plan, my schedule, my state of emotion. Those who've cared would probably know that my recent rants were mostly about cancellation of meetings, outings, appointments and whatever. I used to have a sister to fall back on and now I don't since we've just recently fall out.

So much anticipation have been put onto it. And what's left is sense of emptiness.

2009-12-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

Random #6

Happen to come across this from a friend:

Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.-Hebrews 10:25

2009-12-19T17:01:00.005+08:00

Random #5

I don't believe it is so easy to grow out of friendships as at least especially those I've put effort into it. Otherwise my effort would be wasted which I refuse to believe in.

But then again, why do I feel as if I'm dispensable? Hated that feeling. Just a thought, am I important to those whom I've deemed as important in my life? I hate being taken for granted and unappreciated. I guess I'm lacking of some sense of security. Emo-ing.

2009-12-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

Random #4

Maybe it is true that the higher the expectations you've got, the greater disappointment you'll get once those expectations are not met. Again, am I having too much expectations? A date that have been pre-arranged at least 2 weeks in advance, by theory, should not be very difficult to adhere to. However, why is it that it has been arranged over and over again? To me, a date ahich I have deemed as "IMPORTANT", I would have noted it down somewhere in my hp or daily planner so that I wouldn't missed it. By doing so, the date would have been imprinted in my head subconsciously that I would be so looking forward to the date. However, if such "plan" have been disrupted by unexpected cause, I'm totally fustrated that it seems that the date apparently does not meant as much to others. Maybe it is just me who treats appointments like this too seriously. But, once appointments had been set way in advance, I seriously hated any excuses to cancel or postpone the date unless it is really emergency. Perhaps, it is because i have tried to push away my schedule just because of the date. Really very depressed this week. Seems that so many things that i didn't anticipated have happened.

2009-12-15T17:59:00.002+08:00

Random #3

I hate people ignoring me. Really. I don't understand why you don't wanna initiate a conversation during an awkward silence. Or many awkward silences. I tried to think of all possible stuff to talk to but I just can't think of any. Maybe you've tried the same thing also. That is probably why the awkward silences. I find it hard to swallow the silence, it is either we've finish talking all possible stuff already under the sky or there isn't any much things we had in common in the first place and we've squeezed out all things to talk to. Seriously, it irritates the Hell out of me that you din initiate any things to talk to. I'm not acting dao, or u might think so. Fustrated? Yes I am. I don't know is it because it has been a month since we've talked? To me, a friend whom you can't hold a normal conversation with is really saddening and hurtful. For some acquaintances whom I don't know well or don't intend to, I seriously don't give a shit if I can hold a one to one conversation. But for someone I see as a friend, it matters to me. Really.

2009-12-14T16:10:00.005+08:00

Random #2

A sudden surge of lonliness overwhelms me when I knew that I gotta lunch alone. Again. It reminds me of the scenario on last wednesday(9 Dec 09) when I saw the Evo Lab people lunching together. And that was when Denise commented on me being lonesome in her usual joking manner. I admit I felt lonesome then.

Well, as usual I always feel this way every few months when the abrupt sense of emptiness just fills my heart. It is really awful. One minute I feel nice talking to fellow labbies in PSL and the next moment, I felt sad that the bonding between fellow labbies in TEL is just not as strong as in PSL. Really, the working environment means a hell lot to me. That is why I like working in CSCC admin team. Although sometimes work can be really mundane but it is the people that make your working experience felt much better. Seriously.

2009-06-25T13:32:00.005+08:00

More Japanese Series

Another conquest to be completed by next week: Cheating Hunter aka The Black Swindler - Kurosagi (诈欺猎人) and Itazura na Kiss aka It Started With a Kiss (淘气小亲亲 / 惡作劇之吻) anime version.

Wooo hooo~ Can't wait to finish watching 诈欺猎人 which is so freaking nice!! A very fast-paced and exciting show as you see how the male lead (Tomohisa Yamashita 山下智久) tries to cheat the "cheater" and he literally hunts down the cheaters. So funny as you can see the different image and characters that he tries to pull off while doing the cheating. However, a pity that his acting is more or less same as Operation Love (求婚大作战) but definately a much charming version as compared to his character in 求婚大作战. In addition, although the male lead in the comic is supposed to be portrayed as a very cool character but I guessed his acting had made the male lead to soften and have a trace of gentleness in him.

2009-06-24T16:32:00.002+08:00

Holiday

This so called holiday have been dedicated to my honours project and a significant portion of it to japanese drama. Oh boy~ I'm so in love with jap drama. lol.

Some the series that I have finish watching include: Nodame Cantabile (交响情人梦) drama + Special edition in Paris + anime + anime in Paris, Love Shuffle, Proposal Daisakusen aka Operation Love (求婚大作战) drama + Special edition, Galileo (神探伽俐略) drama + Special edition, Change, Mr Brain (ongoing drama).

Perhaps the reason that I'm so crazy about Japanese drama is due to the fast paced of the drama. Jap drama is never set on a slow and draggy pace as the length of the drama is usually only 10 to 11 episodes unlike Korean Drama which can be pretty draggy towards the middle and end of the show. However, certain popular series would have a "Special Edition" which is a short spin-off or sequel to the drama so as to keep the audience in craze. Also, Takuya Kimura is still so good in his acting especially in Mr Brain and Change. Gosh, he's 37 and yet still looks young for his age. haha~

Yep, so I have been rushing through my remaining holidays to accomplish as many drama as possible before july when special semester starts. Since I'll be taking the field studies module this coming july, the intensive lectures to come will probably drains me off from watching more dramas due to the fact that I still have to juggle with fyp. The only thing that I'm looking forward is probably going to Tioman but the aftermath of the trip, I can anticipate that it is gonna be like shit. 'cos by then I will be overwhelmed by reports and presentation since the module is graded by continual assessment. I hope I will survive.

2009-06-24T12:41:00.002+08:00

Alone

Being alone is something that I haven't learn to deal with. While most of the time I am pretty independent, let's say of there is something that I could do by myself, I will definately try and accomplish them alone instead of bothering others. However, being independent did not make myself resistant to be alone. It is not the physical aspect of being alone that bothers me, but it is the sudden strong surge of emptiness in me that scares me.

I hate being alone especially having to dine alone is one thing that I utterly detest. I think I might have said this before. I'm actually fine with the idea of watching movie by myself but just not eating alone. I guess I find eating alone is pathetic and is particularly upsetting for me 'cos it just make me feel vulnerable. Unlike in a movie theatre where darkness prevails, no one could really judge you on whether you're watching the movie yourself when you're in the midst of the crowd. The only pressure you could get is probably only from the ticketing counter when you're buying just one ticket.

Perhaps to most people, dining alone is not a big deal. But to me, eating with a great company of friends does make a hella difference. With friends, eating then becomes an enjoyable experience and it becomes something to look forward to. After a meal, the sugar rush in you will also make you feel darn "happy" and the consequence of it is making you feel more chatty. I feel that this is the time for bonding during the after meal chat. 'cos it does make me feel good after the meal till the extent that however dreadful the work is, you will sort of not hating it that much. Whereas all such feelings just dies down if I had to dine alone through circumstances and not by choice.

I know I really gotta work this out and prevent this difficulty from escalating into a more serious problem. But how? I really don't want to be consumed by such sense of emptiness.

2009-06-22T17:02:00.003+08:00

Nodame Cantabile (交响情人梦)

This is my first japanese drama in the holidays and I must say that this is really a freaking awesome drama! Adapted from the japanese manga, the drama retain the hilarious note of the manga. Certain stupid scenes that are normally only portray in manga is also acted all out in the drama.

For myself, I started the drama first before I carry on to watch the anime. I've gotten to know about this drama few years ago while I was reading I-weekly then. Initially, I am quite skeptical as the reporter had introduce this show as a must-watch japanese drama at that time. Hence, this show is always at the back of my mind as I am always trying to find some time to watch this show. Well, this holiday is the best time for me to catch up on all my dramas since I'm not working at CSC due to my commitment to my honours project.

After one episode of the drama, I carried on to another, and another. The female lead, Nodame being a'lil special and unique in her way is one hilarious character that can bring out the laughter in you. I'm really amazed on how the female lead Juri Ueno bring out the character so well just like the anime. The male lead, Tamaki Hiroshi (玉木宏), acted out as the talented but arrogant piano student Chiaki Shinichi who eventually learns to appreciate Nodame's unusal qualities. Since "Waterboys" the movie, I have noticed Tamaki Hiroshi cos he is quite cute in his acting in "Waterboys". And he is also darn cute ofcourse. lol

Well, if you all have time, just go and watch this show on tudou. Althought the main plot of the show is mainly talking about classical music, have an open mind while watching the show and I bet you will love classical music too!

This is the rough synopsis of the show:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nodame_Cantabile

p.s. After the show aired on 2006, a 2 episode special edition (sp) was also aired on 2008 which is a continuation of the drama which tells us more about the life of the two main leads in Paris furthering their studies. I'm also looking forward for the two-part movie sequels to the drama which have been announced of their release in end 2009 and spring 2010. Yeah!! =^^=

2009-06-22T16:57:00.006+08:00

Random #1

There are some barriers you know you can never cross. And if that's the case, I'm happy to stay where I am now. When things seem to be stagnant and not changing for good, it will be the time to change myself. And I did.

2009-06-22T11:18:00.006+08:00

Camp

It is the time of the year where FOC are starting again in NUS. With all the freshies screaming and cheering at their top of their voice, it can be darn annoying.

However, I guess deep in my heart it really reminds me of those days in Ngee Ann when I am just like them screaming and cheering like nobody's business. Those were the days which I truly enjoyed camps by being around with your peers and do some stupid stuff together. Those were the laughter that signifies youth and energy.

Seems like my youth is fading, and fine lines are surfacing. I really miss those laughters that we had together.

2009-05-04T15:36:00.002+08:00

Finally.. it's over

Yeap. Finally got a little short break after my exams!! Woooo... I really needed this little short short break before embarking on my FYP which is actually just right after exams as the professors actually strongly recommended me to start my FYP asap. Ya so prior starting the FYP, I will have a little homework to do this week. Things like looking for the latest taxonomic revisions or monographs for the genera of invasive species that I will be dealing with. Guess I will be going back to the library tomorrow to do some research. *sob*

SO, for the past two days time really flies even though I'm not studying for exams. I guess, time always flies when they are the best right? Well, the best thing that happened during the two days is actually just being able to sleep till 9am in the morning and not having to wake up early in the morning at 5 or 6am which is my usual waking tine during the study and exam week. haha~ PAthetic right?.. Well, I should deserve such masochistic treatment during exams since I was the person who don't revise every now and then. And I am not proud of that seriously.

Since my last paper ends on 2nd May, Saturday, as usual I will have to go out and relax. I am so deprive of movies so have been planning to catch a movie after the exams with my sister, again. haha. Well, those who knows me would know that I am so into chick-flick nowadays, so I didn't want to miss the movie "17 Again". The movie was quite worth watching despite the fact that I paid 10 bucks on a weekend to catch the movie. As all of you should guessed, Zac Efron was really gorgeous and suave in the movie. The movie is generally light-hearted and after the show it really bring my mind off from the post-exam trauma and it's like you will feel that there's no cute guys out on the streets in SG. haha~

Spent almost half of my day going for tuition on Sunday. Whilst I was back from tuition, I was literally rushing to finish the drama series - "Legend of the Condor Heroes" that mom help me to record during exam week. So, not much interesting details except for me trying to glue to the tv as much as possible.

And today, I was glued to my computer watching the 2 episodes that I had missed on "Gossip Girl" and also playing fb for most of the afternoon. Later, going to head out for dinner at 文礼楼 at Jurong East for like an early celebration of Mother's Day and also the mark for the first pay my sis had gotten since she started working full time at the child care centre. Hee~ Dad and sis gonna chipping in for the bill! haha can't expect me to pay now cos I will gonna be freaking poor this coming hol since I'm not able to go back CSC to work le. hai~ gotta tighten up my wallet nowadays.

2009-04-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

Monkey Behaviour

Documentaries by Sir David Attenborough have been part of my daily life since I embarked on my third year in uni. Majoring in Biology had enabled me to see biodiversity in a whole new perspective. Now, I am so into the documentaries that I will watch them every Wednesday in Okto Animal Night. Yesterday's episode of the Life in Mammals was very engaging in the sense its super related to my behavioral bio module. Instead of the example on birds shown during the lecture documentaries, yesterday was about monkeys exhibiting similar behaviour as some birds.

It's amazing that how different species of monkeys co-operate with each other for anti-predation alliances and not squabbling within themselves for food (since they are on different diets). Very entertaining as you'll see cases of social hierachy and infidelity amongst the monkeys which is so so similar to some of human's behaviour especially these are the intelligent mammals. They are indeed social climbers. lol~

http://www.videosift.com/video/David-Attenborough-Life-of-Mammals-9-The-Social-Climbers

2009-04-06T09:45:00.007+08:00

Singlish

I have come across this pod cast by Mr Brown recently which is rather intriguing in regards of the recent article where MM lee says, Chinese S’poreans should focus on learning Mandarin well.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20090317/tap-920-singaporeans-focus-learning-mand-231650b.html

Yes, I agree that we should buck up on our Mandrain since most of us did not speak proper Mandrain or English in school. Yet, how many of us are truly billinguals?

This is one of the master piece by Mr Brown recently that is absolutely hilarious despite I have already listened it for two times. Well, Mr Brown had portrayed the future SGreans who are unable to speak Singlish, but well-versed in both English and Chinese. Look at what happen in year 2020 when these future SGreans enter army without knowing the army language, that is basically Singlish.

However, I must warn you first that the pod cast may contain certain disturbing languages that is already sensored by them. Don't treat it too seriously as it's suppose to be light-hearted.
Enjoy!

http://www.mrbrownshow.com/2009/03/30/the-mrbrown-show-army-fighting-language/

However, if you have time you might want to read this paricular blog post which also have some rather interesting view about his thought on Singlish which unfortunately had pointed out some real life situation. So true.

http://myworldandme.wordpress.com/2009/03/18/mm-lee-says-speak-more-mandarin-i-say-speak-more-dialect-and-singlish/

But still, the ability to speak proper English would definately bring us more benefits in many situations especially in foreign land where nobody can understand our Singaporean language. This is what most of us knew deep down in our hearts although we might still be embracing Singlish in our daily life. Anyway, it's just my 2 cents worth. ;p

2009-03-31T17:50:00.004+08:00

Handicapped

I am feeling really depress after the doucumentary presentation in behavioural bio. Its not about the comments regarding the quality our group's documentary 'cos we are not experts in making videos and we dun have the start of the art recording devises unlike one of the group which had the help of a sony HD camecorder . Rather I just felt I am damn stupid. Firstly, I had no questions in mind in the Q n A session for the group presenting. Secondly, some of the questions that the class had for our group, are some questions that I might not have thought about it. Hence, even the class posted their questions to our group, I did not really answer as one the group member is rather good at answering such questions and he got the facts well.

It just dawned on me why is that I did not have any questions to ask? Is it because I did not understand what the documentaries of other group was saying or I simply did not have a questioning mind. Obviously, I belong to the latter. Being a Science student, I ought to be ashamed of myself. Some of the TAs and Dr Lim had quite good questions regarding the aspect on how the behaviour of the animal relates to conservation issues. Such concept have been brought up in class during the previous lecture where we had 2 hrs of documentary. Yet, I am too slow to see such interlinks as I am not accustomed to think "out of the box" which is especially crucial in the topic of conservation.

These real level 4 bio students caught the concept really fast when they started blasted on the implications and adaptive functions of behaviour. Its not just about the fact that I am a level 3 bio student taking a level 4 core module that puts me at a disadvantage (*eventhough you do meet some of the legendary names in the "U05XXXXX" cohort taking the module*), rather I am feeling increasingly handicapped in my language abilities. I know I am not good in expressing myself be it in terms of writing or oral skills. This probably explains why I prefer to keep quiet and not ask any questions fearing that my poor language skills would be the laughing stock of others. This feeling of insecure made me question my ability if I can make it through my Honours year. I know I gotta put in all my best in my final year, yet I can anticipate that my effort might just not be enough to write a good thesis since I knew I lacked of the analytical capability that these current level 4 seniors have.

The most sadenning of all is that perhaps what I can do is only to memorise information that is readily available in the open-book exam. Even with this only capability of mine is now failing to work as time passes by.

2009-03-09T10:29:00.004+08:00

Stress Management

What would u do in times of stress? When I am feeling some sort of stressed-out, I will buy more random stuff which ranges from stationaries, some IT gadget to food. However, if I am really too stress and ultimately getting ill from meeting up certain major dead lines such as exams, I will be freaking in a "bo-chap" mood. Such emotions will always arise in every semestral exams and the consequence of such actions ranges from no make-up (not even with foundation) to school to can't be bothered to go to canteen to have lunch.

I must say that some of the random stuff that I always buy is really redundant. 'cos although I know that my current pencil case is too small to put more stationaries and the fact that I have too much stationaries at home that could fit into my teeny-weeny pencil case, I still end up buying more pens and pilot highlighter refills from the co-op. It seems that I always feel that I will always need more pens for exams and that I got this feeling that the new pens that I am going to buy would enables me to write much better and faster during the exams.

Also, very recently I just bought a new SD card and card reader for my camera. Although I know that I'm not really in need of such gadgets, but I still buy it. Such examples include my impulse in buying a 2GB thumbdrive. I must admit such impulse will only be acted out if these IT stuff are in promotion la... when a 2GB SD card cost only $9.90 and a 2GB thumbdrive only cost about around 12 bucks at most. I am not too sure if these are good deals, 'cos in my opinion they're rather cheap already. And this mindset probably sets me buying such random stuff when I feel I need to really buy something.

But all these are not so sinful as compared to me dropping by the supermarket near my house to but tidbits. I must admit during the holidays when I spent most of the time working, I would drop by the supermarket after working to buy tidbits. Although working in part-time admin position is not as stress as studying, I still find it physically draining at the end of the day. Hence, thats when I started the habit of buying tidbits. Obviously, such unhealthy habits did have an undesirable effect on my weight. The longer I work (meaning as a promoter or admin assistant), the more weight I gained. So i figure out that the money that I have earned correlates to the weight that I have gained. 'cos beside the stuff that I buy, I would spent most of my remaining salary in eating out with frens and also tidbits! Gosh!

But I must comment myself that from starting of this sem, I have not buy tidbits for quite a long time. So, I am now in a ''quit a tidbit" program initiated by myself. Hopefully, I can lose some pounds from it. Subsequently, I am going to launch a "quit soft drinks" program. Wish me luck!

Oh yes, I am going to buy one more red and blue pen in co-op later 'cos tmr is my bahasa test.

2009-03-02T15:01:00.003+08:00

Study

I really have to start studying now especially for my Bahasa Indonesia. I am really clueless on how to write the essay for the coming test. Hence, there's the previous post written in BI which was my little effort in trying to practice some writing.

Yes, I know i haven't been blogging for too long. But, there isn't anything interesting in my life to blog about anyway. Haha. It is already week 7 of school any yet for the past 6 weeks, I have been going out watching movies. oh dear?... I am really so into the movies. I practically didn't want to miss any good movies. Well, my best movie partner have been my adik perempuan, my younger sister, or else it would be me myself watching the movie alone. I don't see anything wrong in watching movies by myself since you can't really talk in the cinema. haha.

Yup, i gotta really brush up my English since I need to write good thesis for the graduating year. Hence, I would need to put in some effort in blogging in the attempt of practising my writing skills.

2009-03-02T14:15:00.007+08:00

Belajar

Saya di kampus tetapi hari ini tidak kelas. Saya sedang belajar Bahasa Indonesia di perpustakaan karena minggu depan ada ujian. Saya bisa berbahasa Indonesia dengan lumayan tapi tidak tahu menulis esai. Mengapa?

Saya tidak waktu cukup karena minggu lalu, saya pergi ke bioskop dengan adik perempuan saya. Kami menonton film bersama-sama dengan Bennie dan Jing Yun. Sesudah movie, kami dan Johanna pergi ke restoran di "The Cathay" makan malam. Saya suka bercakap-cakap dengan teman-teman saya. Minggu lalu, Saya punya menonton tiga movie baru. (Such as, He's just not that into you, K20 dan Suspect X.) "Suspect X" dan "He's just not that into you" itu bagus sekali. Saya senang sekali menonton film.

Saya ingin sekali pandai Bahasa Indonesia dan Inggris. Saya mau menulis thesis tahun depan tapi bisa berbahasa Inggris kurang lancar!

2008-08-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

Near 3 Months

Yes, it have been near 3 months since i last updated. Guess wat? That's roughly how long was my last school vacation. So what have I been doing in the past 3 months? Basically, i have like went back to CSC and have been continously working week after week after week and before i knew it, my vacation is coming to an end already.

Besides, the little short break i took to go to genting with my family, i practically am working everyday tgt with jol in my office though we're doing different things most of the time. Well, i really envy some of my lucky frens who managed to go for the summer exchange programme. Some to the US, Canada, others to Korea. i must admit during this summer vacation though i did not go anywhere else, i still managed to meet up a couple of frens for a couple of times and had some very good time tgt especially with TBG.

Also, i have managed to watch many many movies during this summer vacation and as u all noe one of my love is movies! Many many good movies were screen recently and i think i had almost every week or so have been catching the movies either with frens or with my greatest companion, my sister who can be quite tiresome too. *oopS*

Besides, i have also finished my conquest of 6 seasons of sex and the city at tudou.com as i totally like tt movie a lot tt i perservere to watch thru the whole series. With all those witty conversations the best frens have had really spiced up my life a little. As u can see, my life is tt boring tt it wasn't worth blogging most of the time. And on the other time, i was simply too tired to blog after work and on weekends i was too busy gg out.

Yeap~ i have decided that i wld concentrate on Biology as i guess that is where my passion lies and it must be kept going. Perhaps, like Hugh Tan had said, biology is not a soft option though i personally thinks it really is a soft option for me as compared to studying bms modules. And out of the one cohort of Biology students of about 70 people, i guess half of them are really those who have real passion for bio while a certain percentage choses it as a soft option and few of them like me have half the passion of the hard-core biologist.

i m beggining to see less n less of my uni cum poly cliques as most of us have diverged into the specific concentrations tt we wanna do. i think i have already seen less of them since last semester where most of them simply pon the cell bio, bioinfo n soci lectures cos of the webcasting of lectures. last sem have been quite a difficult time for me to adapt to lonliness when less of yr frens attended lectures. i guess i have already prepared myself for this n to withstand the lonliness tt i felt sometimes.

nevertheless, i need to get my passion going! passion going to school. tough.

2008-05-18T11:55:00.005+08:00

Change

I dislike pple saying that, "Hey, u haven change much over the yrs." esp from a guy's mouth. What is this man? At least should say that i become prettier la~ lol~ it was meant to be a joke by the way. yea~ i know~ i became fatter, gained more weight over the years. perhaps, that is why pple chose to avoid such sensitive words so as to avoid hurting me. They had took pity in my feelings by saying that i haven change much when in the actual fact, i had already but in a negative way. lol~

Yea~ then in that case, these friends were definately kind enuff not to point out the truth to me. If they really say i became uglier, i will tell them that they're just like me too~ haa~ Or perhaps they really meant i haven change a lot cos on tt day, i just din decorate my face with makeup. hmmm~ thats y they din see the beautiful side of me. yea~ u can now go puke first i know. lol~

Come on~ pple change over the yrs. Of course, thats just not in appearance wise, but the character as well. Perhaps, its only a matter for the better or for worse but obviously i m not in a position to judge a person when i could be no better than the person morally. It is just sometimes, it occurs to u tt some habits tt u know yr frens dislike few yrs ago, had now became one of their habits too. Isn't life full of irony? Who knows one day (perhaps due to peer pressure which make me think tt its actually a norm), could make me change in a way tt i couldn't imagine myself to be?

2008-05-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

Mr McDreamy

went and watch "Made of Honor" with sis last sat at the new cathay cinema at downtown east. i guess for most pple, this show may be just like the classical chick flick targetted at the female audience portraying of the stereotypical cinderella story. however, to me its rather sweet kinda show but sometimes certain scenes like when the maid-of-honor (male lead) crash into the church in order to win back his BFF, its kinda cliche la.

nevertheless, i still enjoy this kinda show provieded tt the male lead must be McDreamy... keke... Patrick Dempsey though he quite old but he still got some charisma esp in the show cos he looked much better than he was in "Enchanted". lol~ well, sometimes, its just tt u need this kinda show to de-stress cos u no need to bring yr brain into the cinema and u just enjoy the fairy-tale tt cld never happen in real-life.

2008-05-13T22:00:00.003+08:00

Updates about Last Week

hmmmm~ want to know more about my life? i guess no one wants to. haha~ but anyway~ after finishing mugging for exams, i have busy started working on this monday. thus, my life could be a little bit boring especially i do not find shopping for grocery being part of my daily life, any interesting. cos i guess no ones wants to know wat junk food i bought from cold storage and wat magazines i bought from the provisonal shop. perhaps, the only interesting part of my life could be the occasional meeting up with frens and shopping with my sister nia. so sad~ wat a boring life...

oh ya~ last friday, one interesting chapter of my life would be the going to chalet with my family. yea~ i noe i could see the smirk in yr face, "huh? u mean this is interesting" kinda smirk. anyway, thats at least wat i m looking forward to; to go shopping and watching movies like nobody business... its just a short 3 days 2 nights short getaway to the eastern part of S'pore (not even M'sia).

the first night, mum wanted to go to the T3 airport to walk around since we haven been there b4 and also shun bian go have dinner there. it was quite coincidental tt i saw yuting near the coffee bean there, especially u noe T3 is super huge lor. haha~ so good peiyan and yuting have the airport pass for T3 cos its so interesting and fun to shop at the transition lounge and departure hall. its so happening there as compared to the outside areas where visitors could only walk around, its pathetic, damn boring. anyway~ had a sumptous dinner at dian xiao'er and it was like the 2nd time in a week tt we're having dian xiao'er again... cos mum loves the roast duck over there... hahaa~

after walking around the airport as we went from t3 to t1 then to t2 and back to t3 via the sky train, we were damn tired so we headed back to chalet. mum and dad went back to chalet first while sis and i went on with our midnight movie date with each other. one word to desccribe my situation: pathetic. no choice when both of us have no bf but we have each other as company. haha~ *eeew*

anyway~ we catched the sneak preview of "Accuracy of Death" starring Takashi Kaneshiro. the movie is pretty nice, cos u've got a pretty male lead. he's just drop dead gorgeous. yea~ i noe i am damn surface cos i m gg for the movie cos of the male lead. but anyway~ suprisingly, the plot was pretty good. quite a touching movie towards the end and the movie got a kind of black humor if u appreciate it.

and the next day, sis and i went to shop again at Tampines Mall despite the fact that the day b4 we had went there to shop already and i have bought wat i wanted! bought the Ettusais zero pore pact foundation and the cleansing oil, medicated acne gentle make off. love the foundation cos its very light and natural. not too heavy on the skin unlike the kose foundation, sur white, i had which is pretty thick and thus not too suitable for putting on to school. i just love shopping for myself. bought a pair of heels tt looks like wedges.. haha..

yep~ the only happening part i had in my life is Shopping!! cos i admit i embrace the culture of cosumerism. and just like what anne raffin had said b4 in soci lecture, sometimes i just consume and consume and sees consumption as part of leisure. i gain pleasure in achieving my conquest after conquest of stuff... wahahaha~ and thats y i hv gotta slave for my own indulgence by starting to work so early on this monday~ *sobz* i hv no life which is mainly my own cause for it.

2008-05-13T21:02:00.006+08:00

balenciaga = BFF

i promised johanna tt i wld update my blog...

yes~ jo had chosen to name us as balenciaga girls as quoted " not so O-R-D-I-N-A-R-Y." cos we definately not want to be named as the "coach girls" or the "gucci girls" or "LV girls". lol~

hahaha~ yes we are not so ordinary as we r BFF!! lol~ anyway its great meeting the girls having the girls nite out on 7th may. but then again, as blur Queen had just enjoyed her trip in perth and hv reached S'pore only at 4am on that day, it's a pity she couldn't joined us, otherwise it wld have been full attendance for the balenciaga girls.

yes~ blur Queen , you're part of the balenciaga girls. unless u dun want~ then, in that case u had proven yourself to be the QTC that jo had been talking about. rest assured, it is not a threat. lol~~

anyway~ we're joking about this issue about QTC. i was joking with jo that she could be also a QTC just tt we dun noe only, and her rxn was like "eh~ how do u noe tt i am a QTC?" And when jo accused me of being a QTC also, i gave her a "yea~ whatever~ haha~ " kinda rxn for her. Thats when we joke about the rxn of blur Queen as just like jo had said, we could all practically imagine watz the rxn tt blur Queen will give if we say she's a QTC... haha...

i guess sometimes its fun making fun of frens. but of course, the real fun comes in when u r making fun of good frens esp u prob have known each other for quite some time le. This then reminds me tt the head of balenciaga girls always bully me one!! of course i do retalliate also. wahahaha~

2008-03-21T23:36:00.002+08:00

Internet-hates-me day

Wah lao eh~ today the internet really hates me. firstly, today we all had to meet up in school to do the bioinfo project. So, i just bring my laptop to school and do prj la.. haiz~ but who noes, i dunno why my lan card can't detect the lousy nus wireless network. i tried and tried to troubleshoot but to no avail. little do i noe that my "trouble-shooting" indeed shot some trouble to me at night.

So at night, after gg for the good friday service at jolene's church, i was about to upload the photos to my email so that tmr we can use the photos to do the soci prj. but when i tried to dial up my internet connection, i found out that there is some setting missing from my usual dial-up pop-up box. The info missing is under Dial: "p0,100" which i actually forgotten what is it initially.

Hence, thinking tt this shld be an easy task for the singnet helpdesk pple, i called the technical helpdesk trying to fish out what impt details in the setup was missing. i tried explaining to the bastard who picked up my call, but he just i think din catch wat i was saying and str8 away want me to go internet options and delete my dial-up connection! i was like wat the hell do u need to delete my connection setting when i only had one impt stuff missing and i honestly think tt as long i typed in the correct things i will be able to connect to internet.

that bastard after asking me to delete my modem dial up setting, asked me to type some stuff 192.168.1.254 into my internet address bar. i was even more pissed cos i cant see the logic doing this! and then later he asked me to set up a new connection and again it din work. so nvr mind, the bastard asked me to take my lan cable and plug out the usb cable. i was wat the fuck? i dun have a lan cable wat do u expect me to do? and he keep on telling me wat the lan cable looks like... Oh my gosh!!! then he told me to bring out the modem cd and uninstall the modem and reinstall it. then while waiting to restart my com.. he hung up on me... WAT the Fuck is the attitude!! and all the above took me like 30 min and i haven solve the problem

So the fury pam called again and this time i bet its the same person who had hung up on me who answered my phone now. they sound the same anyway. so this person, trying to speak with an accent and claims tt we have not spoken b4.. haiz~ watever la i just want my stuff to be fixed... so, i told him wat had happened to me b4 and wat he colleague did to me. in the end i tried to reinstall the cd back and the original dialer appears and the Dial: "p0,100" appears back on my screen! and after keying my password i can go online le.... that altogether took me 60 min in all b4 i get my internet fixed and with 2 calls to singnet.

i was like trying to ask him who the colleague is and ask him to check for me. but, he said he is not able to check who he is. please la... singnet is able to check tt at 8am in the morn today i had gone online... how can they not know who the guy was talking over the phone with me just now. i bet they make a record on every calls... think i stupid or wat...

well, that shows how good is the service of singnet in providing technical support... and how much the internet loves me today!! i only want to upload my photos but in the end took like 1 hr to do it... Great!

2008-02-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

Choices

Life is about making choices. Thats why life sucks. I am so lost now esp when you have no idea what you really want to be next time. It's not about the issue that I can't fufil my ambition of being someone great. It's about what job you will do to make it as a career. The job that you really love doing it. Is that too much of me asking for this?

Felt especially depress today after going for the Career Fair at MPSH with Jol. The Career Fair got only a handful of companies and Government sector that were actually relevant to what we're studying now. E.g. MOE and A star. Whoa! It just made me felt that our degree is so worthless lor. Imagine me having my lousy results and was still thinking of working at A star. Hah! In my dreams!

Although working life is still roughly about 1 to 2 years away from me, but the worry for my future is overwhelming. Let's not talk about so far in the future. The next major choice I have to make soon is my Concentration. This thing have been worrying me since like last year when i used to blog about it. Wah Kao! I am still in my dilema after such a freaking long time. I decided to blog as this is one of my little crisis in my life now. I thought I would follow my interests in going to concentrate in Biology as I knew that was what I enjoyed studying the most. It was so fun learning Physiology and Biodiversity and these Bio modules I had score pretty well in it which gave me some confidence to want to do Bio. Somemore, heard from that Physio senior that Bio lessons were very slack just like Biod.

Yet, I am worried is that this concentration seems "worthless" as the focus now is always on Molecular Bio not the traditional one. Then I thought should I go and concentrate on MCB instead since it seems to be the most practical of all as it teaches all the very practical techniques that is more correlated to most labs and it seems to be the most rational choice as some of the modules were more alike as those we had learnt in Poly. But then, you can never compare Poly standards and Uni standards as my results for those Molecular Bio subjects are like shit compared to the good old days in Poly.

So, I decided to asked myself what job should I take on next time so that whatever I learnt now it would be more correlated to what I do next time. But I could only see blank. I even thought of going to do Accountancy in ACCA as part time student whilst working which I knew its going to be very tough. I have thought of all possibilities but nothing seems to be what I want for sure. I really don't know what is best for me and I envy those friends who had knew what they want in life.

I am beginning to hate the Science that I am doing now as initially when i entered NP to do BMS, I never knew that Science could be in this way. What I thought initially was that I want to do Biology in NP but obviously that was not the case after all. I had love Biology during Secondary School and now I kind of regret what I am studying now as it seems that we are going to have a very bleak future. Arts students could earn a general degree with such a easy life while Science students had to study like hell just to get an equivalent general degree. I hate it man!

I hate to make bad choices again in my life. This dilema is exactly just like 2 years ago when I was contemplating with which Uni to choose. Even now, I still question myself if I had made the right choice in studying Lifesciences and studying in NUS. It just scares me on that we got to choose our Concentration soon. Though this seems to be a minor issue, but it could vary your life to be in hell or in heaven in the next year at least.

2007-10-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

8 weeks after school reopening & 5 weeks after my 21st birthday...

school was horrendous esp after the mid-term test for molecular bio... horrible... it just drain me... life just go on during this 2 months... nth much had happened to my life... except tt i had my memorable 21st birthday celebration with my frens.. i noe its late but i still wanna thank all those who hv made it to my birthday as u guys had made my day!!! hahaha... fyi.. if anyone wants the photo for my bday... i hv uploaded it to the below site:

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=luvpamela&book=13

yup... life's fine except tt during these 2 months met up quite a few times with my sec sch classmates cos some of them got their bday in these few months... my bday is like the start of many many bday to come in sept n oct... went for doris, mingyue, toong yeng, yuting and dawn's bday... hmmm... the nxt to come wld be yifang one.. haha... this yr is just rounds n rounds of bday...

these days so hooked up in playing facebook... just love playing the pirates game... keke...

2007-08-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

After a week of school

woke up with sore throat today. super sianz~ hated the feeling of having a soar throat the minute i woke up. have been quite tired by the end of the first week of school (friday) esp when we ha like 4 str8 hrs of lect and could only lunch at the odd hour of 2pm! starved liao! thats the sad part when u've got like 2 days off frm school every week cos all the lessons are all crammed up.

so far, after 2 lectures of the core modules, i just found out some lecturer's voice are just plain irritating and that is the lsm2102 lecturer. cos tt lady was just like gg thru the lect notes n had made no effort in explaining at all esp when she realises she had no time for her lesson liao. n bloody hell, she talks so fast n soft n high pitch tt sometimes i just catch no ball on what she's talking. although the indian lecturer of lsm2101 oso goes on very fast when she keeps on blabbling about the mitochondria n ATP but at least her voice is not irritating to my ear. at least she made effort to explain the pictures she hv drawn n not plainly read from the slides. just hated those lecturers who read from slides. got paid so highly n yet their job is reading slides from the projector n trying to dismiss it as a proper lecture? wat the hell?

2007-08-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

First day @ School

well~ first day in sch was a bit tiring. physically i m not too tired at least i dun feel like dozing off once i reached hme though i woke up earlier than at work. but, mentally wise, i m a bit strained cos today the physio lect starts like on 8am compared to the rest of the peeps who wld start their sch at 10am if they din took physio. well, physio is quite an impt pre-requisite for many level3000 biology modules and heard tt its gg to be qute hard to score i think. so wat to do? haix~

hence by 2pm (which is our 2 hrs break till 4pm), i m freaking tired cos i hv like 6 hrs str8 for lect. then following, 4 to 6pm still got the bio stats lect. luckly for the stats lect, prof just gave us some introduction for the module for 30 min and then we're free to go. kekee~ heng~ no need to undergo some toturous stats lecture since we've enuff of the horrible metabolism lect. but then, honestly i felt tt the lsm2101 lecturer is quite ok but the subject itself is really terror den she still want to go thru te lect somemore though there's like only 15min left and students were all wining.

physio lect still seems ok yet but one of the lecturer who went to usa b4 for further study, his teaching style were exactly like our biochem lecturer (who went to harvard b4) but thik he is a much nicer guy not so arrogant as the latter. haha~

2007-08-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

And the whole cycle starts again~~

Whoa~~~ omg!!! this is fast man! tmr sch will be starting for me although most of my fren had their sch started like today or like a week ago. but still for me, i hv just finished work on last friday, and sat still went out with my best buds to city hall to buy the belated bday pressie for bennie. din hv much rest even though its the national day week, cos 9th aug went to watch ndp parade with family then nxt day still need to work. only got yesterday to rest for a while cos today i spent like half of my day gg out. went n visit dangni in the early afternoon cos she is back in SG for her ATG treatment then after tt went n meet may for lunch since she released frm her sch around 2.30pm.

yes~ frm tmr onwards the hellish sch days are gonna start again and the whole vicious cycle of lecture-tutorials-study break-exams-holiday-sch reopens starts again. haix~ *tired* perhaps the only thing to look forward to sch is to meet the long-time-no-see frens ba. n oh ya~ one thing i'm looking forward to is the reopened arts canteen!!! *slurps* it seems like ages since i haven been able to visit arts canteen for the whole of last sem, when it hv been undergoing renovation. really miss the food there a lot lor.. esp the yong tau fu there... n think they oso opening a burger king on level 2 of the arts canteen... wahahaha~

2007-08-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

pain

nvr felt this pain for quite some time since i decided to move on long time ago. perhaps its my 'once in every few months' depressing cum self-pity period again. so sad for myself. no life. no life its still fine. but a failure with no life? wat a cliché. a person with no accomplishment and nothing to proud of in almost every aspect. i finally believe in karma and that old saying - what goes around comes around. i should hv know it earlier when i was 7 when i hv jeered at my pri sch classmate then about her being in taf club as she was boderline overweight. look who's laughing at who now. i m nvr a person of luck. well, perhaps more of bad luck. suai ah~

2007-07-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

health

yesterday, met sarah at outram mrt b4 gg to SGH to visit dangni. waited for quite a while for toong yeng at the lift lobby b4 gg up to dangni's ward at level 7. chipped in the little card & a cute little beary which sarah had bought. Quite a big change i must say when i saw dangni at her ward. She had become more swollen compared with the last time tt i saw her which was actually back at school when i met her on the nus shuttle bus while i was rushing to the changing landscape lecture at arts. she was still very thin then which i think was about 3 months b4 she was diagnosed with a rare disease, aplastic anemia, when i just received yenching's msg at 8th june.

heard from dangni tt her reason of being swollen is due to the medication which includes steriods. hence, she is now having oily skin all over around her body esp her scalp which had became oilier & her back had acne breakout cos of her oily skin. must be damn pain for her to lie on her back. so, she got her hair cut shorter. well, i must say she still look great, still the joking mood tt she always had. really hope tt she will be strong and stay healthy until her first ATG treatment and hope tt she is able to get a bone marrow transplant and be cured from the illness.

yes, health is really important. everybody noes this, yet not many cherish them. i used to be one of them. but seeing so many pple getting sick so young n not to say that mum was sicked also, i really thank God tt so far i am still healthy though i know i m severely obese. n due to tt, i really want to slim down not becos of juz able to wear nice clothes n looked pretty in it but also more importantly i hope to stay healthy n not be at the high risk grp of getting diabetes n etc. but then, i m not a person of very strong-will, cos if i am i wld not be here blogging this post n still be so obese. i always tell myself to cut down on fatty food esp those fried stuff n my fav hainanese chicken rice. but, guess wat? during lunch, i wld forgot about my "Don'ts" n when i realised my mistakes, it was too late. cos i prob ordered my food or i hv finished my lunch halfway. i think i probably be fat my whole life and if i was destined to stay fat, i just hope tt i wld be a healthy fat ass.

2007-07-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

timetable for next semester

whoa~~ finally gotten the timetable for nxt sem. it has been a long wait for me cos like i said in the earlier posts tt i hv always been very anxious in which modules i wld be doing as i do not want any core modules to clash with physiology. finally, i hv gotten wat i hv wanted and very the heng~~ i m in grp 1 so there's no clahes of the modules. heng arh~~

however, some of my frens is not so lucky cos though they wanted to do physiology too, but they were in grp 2 n there would modules clashes. very cham for them to need to find pple to swap semester grp with them. really "pei fu" the sch's kind of randomness... cos its like out of the 10 poly frens tt went to lifesciences in nus, (frm wat i noe) about 8 of us were in grp 1 already. wah~~ damn lucky to be with my frens sia. hmmm~~ hope tt i can get the 2 electives tt i m gg to bid for - general physiolody & food and health. i hv already show hand all my points in G acc and P account liao in the advance bidding... haiz~

hopefully if everything all goes well... i will be able to have thurs free! kekeke~

2007-07-19T23:54:00.001+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

2007-07-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

hahaha~ i not so siao to kill for love...

2007-07-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Time for a change

yeap~ its time for a change of my blogskin. it hv been like ages (like more than a yr already) since i hv change my blogskin. to give it a new look! hahaa~

hmmm~ like i said previously, hv been meeting quite many frens on the street. today just met boon shan again at the same spot near serene centre where she was heading for a jog at botanical gardens n i was heading hme. chatted for a while on out life. then, last sat while i was doing some crazy shopping in town, met ziqin at the taka b1 toilet. so qiao tt she just queing infront of me nia. n even saw a colleague, mun shee, last last sat at bt batok just i was alighting the bus n heading towards the mrt station for tution.

life do hv some surprises here n there but still it has been boring. as always. hv been working n working n working. oh my god! school is going to reopen le and for some of my frens who are taking special sem, sch hv already started long ago for them. poor thing... to think that my life is gg onto another cycle of study-tests-exams-holiday(holiday work for me) made me felt so tired. so so tired. well, its act the "study-test" part of the cycle tt made me felt very sick n tired. gosh~ can't imagine tt i m gg to study level 2 science where level 1 are killing me.

and at this pt of time where sch is gg to start soon, it had always made me felt nervous. this is so due to the nus bidding system n oso the allocated timetable. am very worried on which sem i m gg cos hope to be with the old click again ma... haiz~ dunno which sem i will be gg to n with whom... hope tt i wld no be allocated the module LSM2103 cos for this module, one of the lecture will clash with LSM 1201 general physiology tt i intend to take as my UE and it might be a prerequisite for me if i was to concentrate in biology. haiz~~~~~~

and speaking of this, i m super worried about my qian tu a.k.a future. haiz~~ sort of regretted into gg into lifesciences during poly. hv been cheated to go into this course. although i do love science since i m in pri sch, but it seems so useless esp the job market. there was a time think just when i finished my o levels, everyone was talking bout lifesciences until tt we were led to believed tt it does hv a bright future. well, as a matter of fact, it does hv a bright provided u're damn smart la. n me? i probably will be one of those lab technicians lor in a small lab earning like $2400 per month who was gg to live hand to mouth. oh no!!! its like no future lor, as u're not gg to earn big bucks in a small lab. not even if u hv a masters who prob will earn like $3000+.

ya~ call me realistic or materialistic but tt is the truth out there. heard frm jolene tt her friend who's a science grad n is now doing sales n her basic pay i $2800 excluding the commission. honestly, her friend is damn lucky to get such jobs n such jobs are hard to find lor. so regretted tt i din go n study banking. so envious of jiahui who's gonna earn big bucks... hahahaha~just kidding. i noe big bucks oso not so easy to earn. so, since i m gonna stucked in science for now, thought of might as well to concentrate in biology n become a science teacher next time. cos MOE pays their teacher quite well... hahahaha~~~ but anyway i can portray myself as a teacher teaching but not really a lab technician doing some mudane lab work. cos hv enough of those boring lab work in poly whilst doing final yr prj (gosh~ that was a hell lot of period).

so, thought tt doing conc in bio might be better for me if i were to teach bio in sec schs. but still nothing is confirmed for me. cos i can still be a science teacher even if i was gg to conc in other areas. so, really am in a dilema of which areas to conc in, since this coming sem will be my last chance of taking general physio since this module only open on the first semester of the yr. n next yr, yr 3 i ll be choosing my areas of concentration. haiz~ headache. no mood to await sch reopening.

what am i gg to be in the future where it do seem tt i hv a bleak one. help me~~~~

2007-07-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

The Long Lost Sense of Satisfaction

went to town with sis just now. wanted to find yuhui to trim eyebrow but she was out on road show, so gotta wait till nxt wk when she's free. Checked my account, finally i've got my Jun's pay le!!! wahahaha~~~~ tt just spurs up my mood to go shopping!!! (which wld hv been a luxury for me for the past few months when i m super broke!!)

So, my first stop was Far East where my main objective there was to find shoes! Searched for a couple of the usual stores n did not find one which i think cld wore to lab. it was until quite long where sis n i wanted to give up then we found the covered shoes tt we wanted. So was quite happy to buy more new shoes which i seriously needs as i kept wearing my sis de when i go out.

Then, the nxt stop was Wisma Atria. There i saw one heels tt i absolutely want to hv at Pazzion. but bcos i hv just bought a pair of shoes, n i hv got alot of bags to carry (frm my later shopping), so i was struggling within myself if i shld buy it? Until now, i m still thinking of the heels though its not very ex. hmmm~ mayb if nxt week if i m still thinking of i might go n buy cos it's darn lovely!!!

At the Isetan wisma, saw one Calvin Klein bag tt i love, but its like $499. Gosh! I hv got the money but i dun want to part with my $$$... So, headed str8 to Ngee Ann City since sis wanted to buy Levis jeans. Selected the copper jeans design for her but sadly, her size is out of stock. So chose the Red Tab design n it fits her better than the previous. Hence, she bought the latter. Then, went to Guess & look at the watches. i found one watch very nice - it's the light brown strap with some embroidery on it n hv a gold face. but, i din buy it then as sis din caught anything tt fancy her. Hence, we proceed back to Wisma again cos sis wanted to buy one Adidas watch at City Chain. Her watch is those leather one n has a bright yellow face which is quite nice tt i oso wanted to buy. n somemore it's quite ok the price. After 10% discount its bout $148. hahaha~ lucky her still got discount!

After tt, me went to Isetan AGAIN, to check out the Guess wallet which is super cheap. $39.90 for a light brownish normal size wallet. Haaaa~ wat a catch! So just bought it w/o much consideration. Then, went to the CK counter again, n another cheaper yet nice bag caught my eye. this time was not so ex~ but still $399. GOsh!! i want tt bag cos its more hardy then the previous one tt i wanted. but wat the hell! though i m the person who hates to change bags n hence wanted to buy one more ex bag to "zou tian ya" -- "carry around"... but its still quite way beyond my budget for a bag to zou tian ya. diaoz~

& it was at this pt, the sales girl said tt CK got 40% off! i was like giving the "you must be kidding" kinda look n i even asked her is it selected items only? ** cos more stores in SG loves to gives discount only for selected items. But she said its for all items. OMG!!! i din think too much n asked her wat is the discounted price for the bag? She checked n it wa much cheaper, $239 after discount. So, i just bought it since its price is now much nearer to my budget for a more ex bag. bout the price for a Guess bag hence i cld sort of buy it w/o much thought esp when there's quite alot of discount! hahaha~ n to console myself, this shall be an early birthday pressie i give to myself.

So, after my victorious buys frm wisma, i head back to Ngee Ann city again **Yesss~~!!! aGaIn! (walked t n fro frm there)** to get the Guess watch which i quite like cos saw n tried a couple of the DKNY watches but it wasn't very much of a nice fit for my BAh BaH hand, n some was very much similar from my current watch so decided to try on the guess one to sit if it looks nice on me. i was almost wanting to give up looking for a watch cos all like not nice fit... then the Guess one was much better than the pevious few, so bought the watch as i m in a dire need of a new watch!! my fossil runs out of batt n i forgotten to bring to the dealer to change them n my dkny the strap a bit gonna give way. dots~ cos of my sweat la. my hands sweat a lot so the leather a bit split le.

After tt, decided to go to Cine the ipod shop over there to look at the ipod to see if there's still the 20% discount which bennie was talking about as she had bought her ipod video there. was contemplating whether to buy ipod video or nano since both got its plus n minus points.
nano - small n light n cheaper (4GB).
video - larger in size but more worthwhile comparing a 30GB video n 8GB nano as they costs the same.

In the end, there isn't much to contemplate about as the 30GB runs out of stock n stock wun be coming back soon. DAMN!! so i m left with the choice of a 4GB / 8GB nano or 80GB video. the 80GB can use as an external hard disk but good news for me tt i already bought an external hard disk like 4 months ago so wat foi need 2 external hard disk? haha~ so out of sheer impulsiveness, i bought the 8GB nano as i prefer the black colour out of the blue or pink 4GB nano. i paid the price n i kinda regret it then...nearly $500 for everything... esp i oso bought the red leather cover (in replacement for the red nano tt i cld not get it frm the shop as tey dun hv it! can you believe it? no red limitd edition nano?) & the FM remote controller (which enables me to listen to radio if i get sick of my songs n i absolutely needs radio n tt i no longer need to rely on my hp radio... hahha~).

Heng arh~ i split with my sis the cost. so i no need to fork out everything myself. this is when a sister comes in handy -- to split the cost n thats oso how i got my digi cam. or else i where got so rich one. i dun hv tt kinda money. i m just a poor girl who just gotten her salary. n yes~ in a day i spent a f$^%ing huge portion of my just gotten salary all for my impulsiveness tt i am proud of n which it gives me a sheer sense of satsfaction tt i hv longed for in so many months.

cos as many noes, i hv been damn broke esp thru out the schooling period n the exams period n even until jun i was still broke cos the stupid hr took very long to give my pay. it was until last week tt i got my may's pay n today then i finally got my jun pay so it was sort of like 2 months pay in a short time. my list of Wants are getting longer n so its time to shorten it. hahaha~ n it will not be long tt i will be broke again when sch reopens n i will be deprived of shopping Again for very long n God noes when i cld shop to my fill?

i noe i m siao to buy so many things at one go like the typical "bao fa hu" --> :like the uncouth once poor man who becomes rich overnight who goes on flaunting his wealth. hahaha~ but dun care la... i m really deprived of shopping for so many months n its time to pamper myself at least for just today.

2007-06-28T16:59:00.000+08:00

Coincidence

yesterday afternoon, when i was opening the office door to get back to office after gg to the ladies, i saw this lady who's very familiar & yet i could not remember who she was. Then this lady also looked at me with the some familarity, & both of us was like staring at each other for like 5 seconds. and then after the 5 seconds, both of us recognise each other, & i realised it was Dr Hedy Goh! cos she was on-course at CSC. hahaha! wat a coincidence to meet her just outside my office! am glad tt she still found me familiar despite the fact tt i hv graduated a yr ago & that she have taught many students le.

hmmmm~ then after work, i walked the usual route back hme. Again, i saw this girl who's damn familiar & tt girl was oso squirming her eyes looking at a face tt was familiar to her. It was quite happy to be able to see my primary sch fren, boon shan, whom i hv lost contact though i found out tt she still stay at her old hse which is quite close to my hme. am glad to see her esp when we r living in the same neighbourhood but we juz din meet each other in these few years though i hv briefly met her b4 at ngee ann atrium b4.

wat a small world~

2007-06-26T12:09:00.000+08:00

Movies

wennt to vivo city again to watch movie & it have been like 4 times str8 in about three weeks since i visited vivo city again. hmmmph~ mayb its due to the spacious seat of the cinema. anyway~ went there after work so its sort of quite near frm work place. the 3rd time when i went there is with sis to watch Shrek the Third & the 4th time when i went there was watching Oceans' Thirteen with Jiahui. And~ just the week b4 the previous week, i hv watched Fantastic 4: The Rise of the Silver Surfer & last friday, i went to Plaza Singapura to watch Surf's Up with Cheryl & Yizhen. hmmm~~ it's like this holiday i have been watching like almost 6 movies le. and this friday i gonna watch Nancy Drew with Jiahui. hahaha~ i must be crazy to watch so many movies at one go.

But~ i just love watching movies. it's just one of my hobbies to watch movies. esp the good ones. think this holiday i prob will spent it using to watch movies besides working ofcourse. din do much shopping during GSS cos i m like super broke. spent all my money to watch the movies anyway. saying of this, the stupid hr haven give me my pay lor! wat the hell! give those lame excuses that now things are in transition since they juz recently out source the whole process of the pay thingy to other company. he like tt say & plus the fact tt our timesheets got problems, how can i demand for my pay? i hv worked for 2 months & i still dun get my $$? Wat the hell! i dun care by fri if i still dun see my $$ banked into my account, i'm gg to find the hr pple again... kns...

i m super broke...

2007-06-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

my wants

looking at my long list of desires... yet i hv fufil none. it's super depressing cos i m broke now. i've been working for so long & i still haven got my pay yet. what's more fustrating is my one-day pay on 6th Apr when i went back for one day to help cheryl with the moe testing. gosh~ wats with the HR pple? my 30 bucks oso cannot give me? Pray hard tt my last month pay would be here asap...

i want to shop like crazy... i need new shoes....

2007-06-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

to lin's hse

yesterday... met amanda, jolene & peiyan at yishunat 7pm b4 gg to lin's hse for dinner... cos her mum is cooking for us... hmmmm~~ *yum yum* her mum is really a good cook... cos the malay-style laksa is damn nice... then her mum oso made some choco-flavoured agar-agar, some malay kuehs & oso brownies... wow.. the brownies damn nice lor... tt i ate 2 of them... keke... lucky girl... cos her mum is such a great cook... lin shld learnt frm her mum such gd cooking skills...

then aft dinner... had some "girl's talk" about our jobs... n its damn funny to know tt lin's supervisor frm mom is such a te-goh ah pek... lol... laugh until we pengz when we gotta know how "good" the supervisor is to lin... lol... hmmm... time flies esp when in good company... only managed to reach hme at 11.40pm... haha damn late esp when i need to come to work today...

hmmm... then yest when on our way to lin hse... i got a missed call frm a private no... so while pondering whos is it that called me... tt person call me again... but somehow i miss tt call again... so finally i m able to receive tt call only at the 3rd time he call me... i m quite shock cos i dunno who the hell called me as i m unable to regonise the voice... the he said,"are you s8623XXXX?" n i replied," ya thats my ic no." then he said i hv won 4 ndp tickets on the actual day n asked me to go down to marina sq to collect frm 23rd jun to 2 jul... n when i called mum... she juz finished watching the news n she tot i wun win de... cos i not very heng one...

wahahah~ i super happy tt i got to get the tiks as i hv balloted for all my family members only at the closing date of the balloting... kekke... then juz now.. mum called me to tell me tt dad oso got the 4 ndp tiks but it was the preview ones... cos when i do the balloting for him... i tot better than nothing ma so i oso clicked on the preview tiks... n now we've got 4 extra preview tiks... hmm... see who wants then give them ba... or else a bit bo liao to go watched it twice rite? hahaha...

later gg to watch shrek3 with sis... yeah~~~

2007-06-03T13:49:00.000+08:00

02 June 2007, Saturday

yest went to vivo city to catch the movie PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END... met up with cheryl, her brother ryan n yi zhen first n had lunch first b4 meeting up with cara at the cinema... one thing i must apologize is tt when we r waiting for cheryl outside the toilets... i really din see cara as i walked pass her as i was heading in the toilets again to see if cheryl has come out a not... ahaha~ think yi zhen oso a bit surprise y i din see cara... haha~ think i oso din reconise her at once... think she like more tan le...

well... the show was not bad... quite entertaining i would say... but the first part of the show is act pretty boring... cos there's alot of dialogue which i m really quite blur in wat they r doing... n obviously its not just me alone who find the 1st pt dull.. cos aft the movie... cheryl oso said tt she fell asleep in the front pt... until her brother wake her up.. lol... ya though the front pt of the movie is dull... but the presence of orlando bloom... i oso find it entertaining to watch... though he prob din acted much in the 1st pt of the movie... cos he is so cute..... hahaha~

the movie is quite funny.... cos as usual captain jack sparrow always acted stupid in the show... n the 1st scene of johnny depp... there's already "n numbers" of jack sparrow appearing... lol... n oso when both jack n barbossa wanted to be the captain of the black pearl is sooo funny... jack is like the loser and the binoculars he had is way much smaller n shorter than captain barbossa...

oso the scene at shipwreck islands where all the pirate lords are fighting among themselves on whether to release calypso.. the dialogue btw elizabeth n jack is hilarious.. at least to me...
elizabeth: it's madness
jack: no. it's politics

it's until this pt of the movie (the shipwreck island) where is much clearer to the audience on who's is on which sides... cos the beggining with the addition of a "S'pore" pirate Sao Feng... it's so confusing on who's taking on which sides.. esp at first there's so much 'betrayal' among the leads... n it was the last 40 min where the real action begans... where the fight began...

the 2nd half of the movie was much nicer... n tt part where jack uses will's hand to stab davey jone's heart was damn funny... u should see how coward jack is as he's damn scared tt he'll become all "tentacle-ly" like davey jones if he shld stab jone's heart himself n take over the flying dutchman... he's so freaking coward lor... which in the end causes will turner to become the captain of the flying dutchman... but one funny thing is tt... the moment orlando bloom became the captain of the flying dutchman.. all the monstrous-looking crew suddenly began looking like normal human... hahahaha~ prob because the captain of the ship now is a super handsome guy n hence, therefore the crew looks like normal pple.. as compared to the octopus-like previous captain dvey jones... which causes the crew to be so like monsters.. lol..

and oso.. so happy yest tt i can finally found 2 skirts tt i could wear for work... n it's damn cheap... both the skirts juz cost me like 38 bucks nia... n i oso bought 2 blouse which oso only cost like 33 bucks only... cos its so hard for me to buy a nice bottom... esp skirts... n esp cheap ones... cos anyway now sales ma... at least now i noe where to buy skirts le besides of gg to fox n hunt for one... kekeke~

2007-06-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

26 May 2006, saturday

well... last saturday gotta go back to office to work cos of the mass testing session... then its oso the day when the exam results are released n its oso may's bday.. so sat gotta go back to work b4 gg to may's 21st bday party...

met elayna at jurong east first b4 gg to chevrons tgt... then quite qiao tt we met beibei, qingfeng & yibin at the place opp popular where we supposed to wait for the shuttle bus... wah~ beibei is so tan now lor... like charcoal... hahaha~ wat to do commando ma... wah~ he now quite zhuang... more man now... as compared to when he's in poly yr 1... cos then he really very boy boy... got to noe tt he might be gg to sim to study banking aft army.... hmmm~ its good tt at least he noes what he wants now... cos back in poly he oso dun really like science one...

we bought a mac makeup set for may... hope tt she likes it... and may's bday deco though simple... but the small heart shape balloons are really interesting n cute... omg.. so sweet... hahaha... a pity tt may's doggie "son" is not able to come... cos the last potluck we r not able to c him ma...

one thing i must say is tt the food tt may catered is very nice... its one of the nicest catered buffet of all the bday party tt i went to... haha~ my bday tt time.. prob i will use the same caterer... then hor.. the chocolate cake tt may bought frm secret recipe is oso very nice... omg.. so sinful... hahaha~ nice~

2007-06-02T10:31:00.000+08:00

You Are 34% Impulsive

You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly.
This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly.
You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate.

Are You Impulsive?

yeap~ i m a pretty serious person... haha~ but i m still a fun loving girl.. but i hv fun responsibly... lol... anywayz i think tt 34% impulse are all due to my sometimes impulse shopping & eating habits.. hahaha~

2007-06-02T10:25:00.000+08:00

Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be
You've thought a lot about what you want from someone
And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement
You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love
All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

What's Your Love Style?

yea~ all i need to is to meet the perfect person... so where is my prince charming? hahahaha~

2007-05-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Post-exams

I know it's a little bit late to say this... but then i still wanna say it once... Exams Are Over!!! hahaha~ yeap it's already been almost 2 weeks le... n all this while i have been very busy cos of work... i started working at my old work place - civil service college on 4th may (friday).. n tt juz allows me to rest for like one day b4 start work... n thats my reason for not blogging ok... haha~

n in this like 1 week plus... i hv like almost hv to OT cos office damn busy... got like 2 days need to OT until 11pm... n today i not so bad... only OT till 8pm n i went off le... poor cheryl still gotta do her stuff... n cos of the reports... the 2 days tt we gotta stay n do OT... its like almost the same 5 of us staying back late... lol... there's cheryl, kwee siong, junjie, nigel & i... (it's the other junjie & nigel tt i noe at work... haa~)

hmmmph~ had to be very hardworking n earn $$$ during the holidays... cos need to save up to have a bday party... cos catering for food wld be damn ex~ i think... oso~ just str8 after exams n i went n work for long hrs... n in the end i din get enuff rest in the 1st week of work... hence i got damn sick last week... keep on sneezing n had soar throat during the 1st few days of work... but now never felt better sia... din feel very well during the study break n exam week... had already had a feeling then tt i ll get sick sooner or later.. luckily i only got sick aft exams... or else i ll prob suffer even more during exams week...

~~~friday (11th may 2007)~~~

a couple of us (the poly cum nus friends) - jolene, elayna, peiyan, amanda n i went to may's hse n had potluck... wah~ these girls really noe how to cook sia... like may bake shepherd's pie, amanda bake apple pie, peiyan prepared fruit salad (special thanks to her bf for providing the recipe), elayna cooked some redbean cum green bean cum kidney bean desert for us n jolene (or rather her bf) cooked fried rice for the potluck... n what about me? me being only know how to eat n dunno how to cook... in the end juz bought drinks there cos i oso at work on tt day.. so cant cook any food (or in actual dun really know how to cook)...lol heng arh~

may's shepherd's pie is really very nice n so is amanda's apple pie... haha~ hv lotsa food sia... kept on feeding myself with food... then after food... we played PICTIONARY! (special thanks to elayna who brought her board games all the way frm woodlands to boon lay)... pictionary was damn fun esp with 6 girls...i think we practically shout n scream all the way thru the game... even may's sisters cld hear us frm the living room... this game must really be played among big grps of pple... n me having no creativity n no talent for drawing... end up being handicapped in expressing myself during the game esp when it comes to drawing... luckily... my grp member jolene is pretty capable in her art n i had much confidence in guessing than drawing.. lol..

~~~weekends~~~

spent my saturday out with cheryl & yizhen... cos we went n watched SPIDERMAN 3 at vivo city... went at 11.45am to buy tiks for the afternoon show... but then most were like selling fast... so in the end.. we watched the 2.10pm show in gv max... i nvr been to the gv max at vivo... so although we were like sitting at the 1st 3 rows... but it was pretty alright thru out the show... just tt we still need to tile our heads few degrees up to see the full view of the screen... n after 140 min... my neck was aching abit... haha...

nevertheless... the show was not bad... n james franco was gorgeous though in the end he got disfigured by spidey n he got killed while saving tobey maguire... but he's really much more attractive then tobey.... (or mayb is bcos he's not married)... lol... harry osbourne was quite an interesting character when he lost his memory... n he's such a villant when he regained his memory esp the way he treated peter parker n mary-jane... but he is still charming in the show... this sunday... channel 5 gonna show spiderman 2.. think i want to watch again.. though i had already watched it a couple of yrs ago.. lol..

spent my sundays watching you-tube... i m so deprived of you-tube nowadays when i m working.. watched RE JING ZHONG XIA starring joe cheng n oso watched the jap version of LIU XING HUA YUAN -- hana yori dango... been damn bored in the afternoon.. no tv programmes at all... xianz~~ act liu xing hua yuan is quite a nice show.. juz like i always prefer the part 1 better than the pt 2... as pt 1 of the taiwanese version follows so closely to the comic... n the jap version of the series.. oso follows closely to the comic... but then the actor who act DAO MING SI in the jap series is a bit short lor... n he looked tacky with his long coat but such a short statue... lol... the jap version SHAN CAI is quite pretty though... much cuter than the taiwanese SHAN CAI acted by da S lor i think... haha~

juz watched DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES... missed the last week's episode cos of my OT till 11pm last monday... omg~ tt series have so much of suspense tt i can't wait for the nxt episode... haiz~ this is so nice~~~ i m such a tv addict~

2007-04-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

Iconic Wheels of S'pore?

juz listening to mr brown show... was like laughing like mad... esp the entry about iconic Singapore... on April 2nd... http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=802
it is so bloody related to our changing landscape of Singapore... about the new iconic Sports Hub... the new iconic singapore flyer... to the new iconic tree tops in punggol.. those new hdb flats... macham taking geog again...

also... listen to the smoking kills entry http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=804 n the secrets to a better marriage entry... http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=806 marriage preparation quiz? affordable housing for new marriages? filial piety to the parents is better...

and also the interview entry ttp://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=797 about the gst rises for the poor... n our booming society...the raise of the salary of civil servants... no protest in s'pore and our obedient s'poreans... usa can't afford s'pore ministerial talent? u pay peanuts u get monkeys? u gotta pay premium peanuts if u want quality?

the entry 300 http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=788 oso funny where u can separate babys into ite n the elite warriors.. NS men enjoy ur breakfast... for tonight we die in hell! hahaha~ super funny... its like s'pore vs the persians in the movie 300.... hahaha~ really funny lor... these lame pple... lol... think almost all the entries are funny de lor...

made me felt better after tt sucky 3rd genetics test... so many pple brought laptop for genetics test n its totally no use de lor.. cos u got no time to google yr ans... hmmm~ just looked at the webcast for ge1101e n found tt whatever taught in the chapter of sense of place all links back to heritage preservation... looked at our ge1101e done by yeow chong... hmmm~ think we quite to the point ba... kekeke...

wah~ just now in the afternoon during the 4hrs break tt we all hv... amanda, lin n i went to lib to print our physics term paper... then the person said the colour printer spoiled... kns... where got spoil for so long de... so in the end we head down to s10 to print as its the only place in science where there's colour printing...

then in s10.. think there's a lot of pple oso printing the term paper hence we gotta wait for like 30 min... but... aft 1 hr... our paper is still not printed... cos got a lot of prob arised lor... like wrong alignment... or the computer in the printing room can't read out diagrams so can print the diagrams out.. wat the~~

then nvr mind... after 2 hrs when we had finally finish printing everything~ amanda went to toilet first, then me n lin stayed n waited for the term paper to be binded... then aft finish binding.. me n lin was like happily wanted to go off n submit to ching chee leong... it was then when we find it is very funny lor tt our workload pg n NOT the cover pg is infront... den we realised tt the guy who binded our term paper...aka the toot toot guy... bind the wrong side!... instead of punching the left hand side, he punched the right hand side w/o even noticing... kns...

we were like damn shocked lor... after waiting for like 2 hrs n finally we can hand up after the printing was done, we got screwed up at the very last step.. tt is~ bind at the wrong side... wat the~~~ then somemore it was already 3.30pm gg to be 4pm n we were gg for our genetics lect le lor...

then when amanda came with lin informing her the bad news, she oso dman pissed off tt when tt toot toot guy apologized n said sorry to amanda, amanda str8 away said: sorry no cure! wah~ think tt guy face is xian 1/2 liao.. haha... but it was really his fault wat... esp a mistake tt happened when we are rushing for time lor... he is juz pure badluck to met us... otherwise we wld not be so angry de lor... then the other printing guy reassure us tt he cld print it again in 15 min then this issue was resolved... n he oso like scold the toot toot guy lor.. cos he like nvr use his common sense like tt~ haha~

it was noted tt the guy who did the binding~ head out of the cblc s10 n did not return while we r waiting for the term paper to be printed out... we were laughing tt he prob go to the toilet n call his mum n cry... cos amanda scolded him... lol...

wat a day for us... so suay lor... but nvr mind~ when we reached ching's office to hand in the term paper, ching is not in n his colleague.. lim zhi han was there so at least we cld hand up the thing lor... tt lim guy quite cute n friendly... even lin said so.. lol.. think he is teaching the albert einstein's quantum theory... haha~ another gek module tt cousin said is easy...

2007-03-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

the 2nd biochem test is over...

yet did not feel a sense of relieve... cos there still many things to do for the week... genetics test coming on nxt wed.. but i doubt studying will do any help since its an open discussion and open google test... u prob wld not find any ans online... haha... cos its THINKING quest i think...

then the whole weekend will be burnt off liao... cos sat morn gotta go give my 2 cousins tution and then aft tt in the evening, its Lin's 21st bday at aloha loyang... wah so far... but not as far as Sarah's aloha changi for her 21st bday juz recently.. lol...

then sunday aft gotta teach the new Korean student chinese b4 meeting jing yun and bennie and girls to celebrate johanna's 21st bday in the evening for a dinner... haha... fancy meeting my sec sch friends on April Fools Day to celebrate jo's bday... LOL! anywayz~ tt chio bu prob will reserved tt actual day for her bf oso la.. haa~

exams coming~ and semester 2 gonna end~ dunno is it good or bad?

2007-03-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm~ so sianz~~~ *yawnz* gg to fall asleep liao... me now in the sci lib computer lab watching webcast n taking a brk now... came to sch intending to print notes but the X.Y. Liu like din post up the lect 19 notes lor... kns... juz now in the morn accompanied mum to nuh, kent ridge wing 2 for checkup... seems tt her wound had healed then dad no need to do sterilizing of the wound le... good..

studying for biochem.. is a horror... haiz~ wasted my weekends w/o doing any studying... so xianz~...

juz went thru the webcast lectures again as a form of revision n studying... n gosh~ at lect 6 (dr deng's lect on hemoglobin)... during break time me n jol was on air lor.. cos we sat near the aisle during tt lect... hahaha~ then can see matthias go for brk n come back with food... lol... n i think me n jol kept on talking during the brk time cos we lazy to go out... we always din go toilet during brk time most of the time... lol... hahaha~ yeah on air... but only my back view sia... can recognise myself cos of my long hair n gigantic body size... lol...

then while i was watching swami's lect again also, he is still super funny even if i had attended his lectures b4... lol... he's like the indian version of mr bean... *Oops* hahaha~ he's a real funny guy lor... keke

2007-03-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

great... again, it's the start of a new week... gosh~ so many items hanging there on my "to-do-list"... which in the end i always can't find anytime to do...

my to-do-list:
**lotsa ge1101e readings
**gotta read the gek2001 textbook at least for tt module
**to complete the pc1326 prj
**to start doing n complete the ge1101e prj
**to start reading the last 3 lectures of physics since the last 3 lessons i hv been either pon-ning the class or sleeping thru it...

:.the first 2 items is taking me forever to start...
:.the next 2 items... shit.. is prj...
:.the last item... damn... i dun even noe wat the lecturer is talking about... he uses some alien term about physics about waves n sounds... gosh~ i hated physics... n i hate it still...

hmmmm... ya i noe i kept on complaining... well ~ who doesn't hv so many things to do? but i guess i felt better aft ranting in my blog... ya i noe i quite kao bei la... hahaha~

ok.. the genetics lab is crap.. cos we go there n learn how to count plants n seedlings... then learnt how to follow the formula... of chi-square to get the results... hmmph~ quite waste time lor... n then in the middle of the pract.. pple came n get blood pressure frm us... i hate taking blood pressure cos its damn painful lor on my arms...so tight the arm band... **Ouch**

and damn~ the first time when i took bp... it got error msg on the machine.. wat the~ make me bai bai suffer for the 1st time... ( always like tt de.. last time when i went for the new students check up at YIH also the same thing happen to me twice)... wah~ HENG ARH! i dun hv blood pressure sia... haha~ if i had saw Wu Chun photo b4 taking bp... my bp sure sky high.. (like dr chew said)... **Oops**

Then~ aft bp.. comes the height n weight... wah~ this is super sensitive n a taboo topic for me... aiyo.. if i had known tt taking pt in the study need height n weight... i wun be "cheated" to take pt... super throw face... me so fat... n when taking weight... i prob or IS heavier than the person taking my weight... me is a fat-ass... gotta lose some kilos immediately.... damn~

so sad~ somemore my TA release us so late lor... we r the last grp to leave... cos she wants to go thru tutorial qns with us... wah~ i dunno how to do lor.. so chim... din learnt until tt far in poly unlike the jc peeps... haiz~

just now me was uploading some pict frm my camera to my lappie... n i saw the photos tt i took of Wu Chun in the IMM autograph session... OMG!!! when i saw it... i suddenly remembered how his left hand felt in my left hand...**Oops** haha~ while i was shooking his hand la~ his hand is so big like got cushion one... lol... really lor~ can't forget tt moment when i was on the stage shooking his hand n was looking rite thru his big n round n black eyes... Oooohhhh~ **faints** he is so cute~~~~so handsome~~~~that impact to see him in real person is so great tt u wun want to forget... hahaha~~ tt juz reminds me if i take my bp rite aft i saw wu chun~ i prob be diagnose with high bp.... hahaha~

2007-03-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

hmmph~ this is no good~ cos the gek2001 changing landscape prj for my pt is over the limited amnt of words 617 words... sianz~ my english super not good... gonna brain-dead b4 i can edit further... cos previous word count b4 editing is near 670 words & the limit is 500 words?

time flies n one weekend had just gone past... on friday, me went to Hannah 21st birthday party. her theme is really inspiring as it is called "new life". her door gift was cute -- a caterpilla which houses all the 5 colours she sets as for dress codes. green, yellow, red, white & black. it all links back to a story her sunday school teacher had told her regarding this caterpilla. a good theme.

sat, went to teach my sec 1 n pri 1 cousins tution and aft tt went n meet amanda n jol they all for prj discussion. so sad.. on a bright n beautiful saturday n i hv to go for prj meeting... thats the sad pt of being a NUS student... yes... NUS is a loaded term... a nice name on the outside... yet gotta slog like shit for that name...

anywayz.. spent my whole sunday doing the gek2001 prj n oso did my biochem lab report... haiz~

i wanna go KTV... i wanna go party world cos the mikes over there super shiok... no echo one... make me seem like a gd singer... lol... n somemore... the tidbits n bubble tea is super nice n got fruits too... though just went for a overnight ktv session aft jing yun's bday last wk... but still hv the urge to sing... i wanna sing TANK's songs... so nice... though his look is not too good la... haha~ but his songs damn nice...

i wanna go clubbing too~~i so long no go out n play le... last time i went club was like with johanna dunno how long ago...me so sua gu...*mountain turtle* haven go to st.jame's b4... haiz~

i hope that the 2 tutions that my cousin hui li had recommended.. the person wld call me n cfm the tution timing with me... cos really damn broke cos of all the 21st bday this year...
i need $$$...

2007-03-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

Super .d.o.t.s....

haiz... gotta switch on my "do-project-&-get-panda-eye" gene liao... must tune my mood in doing prjs... shit... me noe got like 3 prjs on hand... the physics in lifescience term paper, changing landscape term paper, and the ge1101e human geog prj coming up...

wat the F%^&!! regretted taking 2 geog mods esp ge1101e though a level 1 geog... but kns... its super hell lot of readings to cover... & CoNGrATs to Miss Ang~~ cos she haven even started reading those readings n its week 9 liao... GREAT~

dots dots dots~~~~

& that is why i seemed to keep on asking frens to help me do surveys until i so paiseh cos all 3 prjs need to collect data (surveys)... and dear frens~ i shld be having another survey coming up for my ge1101e... be prepared & look forward to it! lol~

great~ year 1 is gg to end soon~ n i'll be in yr 2... *hopefully i WILL be in year 2*

time flies~

GrEaT....

2007-03-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

Finally the genetics test is over!! its a bit stupid lor cos all memorising work... but still glad we all could do the CA...now its time to get back to tons of prj work... n soon i'll hv to asked my dear frens to do a 3rd survey for me... kns... SURVEYS again?

hmmmm...mum is back home for about 2 weeks le...Glad that she's back hme with us even though her transplant did not go on very well...cos on 14 feb i was there at the hospt when doct told my mum tt her kidney is rejected... doct asked her what would my mum want to do: she cld keep that transplanted kidney by using more immunosupressant which wld make her prone to infection OR to remove her transplanted kidney. mum asked what the doct think is best... n doct suggested its better to remove it.. n i seriously thought so...

i know it hv been quite a nightmare for mum as she initially had bear all the hope of gg for the ops to recover frm her illness yet she had to go thru a 2nd ops to remove it n she've been in the hospt for bout 1 month le... but i know she is very happy to be back at hme the first day...

i m glad too...

i juz hope that her wound will recover soon...n be healthy again...

2007-03-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

Kuso Kuso 27th Feb 2007

this episode of Kuso Kuso is so damn funny... esp the 2nd video when Wu Chun is scared stiff frm tt person ah-mai-er... very funny....

2007-03-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

To those who love Wu Chun & Hana Kimi -- Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu...

Hey friends...

Do check this out.. this is Taiwan's YU LE BAI FEN BAI.. the episode on the HANA KIMI casts starring Wu Chun n guys... Wu Chun is SUPER FUNNY lor... cos the stupid xiao zhu n xiao gui kept playing a fool on him... though channel u oso got air this episode today (2 march) but they cut out a lot of funny things tt Wu Chun had said n done... such a pity... when i watched it on channel u.. i nearly puke.. cos the real funny one... they cut away... sobz... anyway... juz take a brk n watch... ;P

p.s. Wu Chun is damn shuai lor!!

2007-02-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

I pray...

tmr my mum is gg to go for the biopsy test (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biopsy) to check how her body is reacting to the kidney... although i know tt this is juz a small op, but still there always carry some risk in every op that might not be forseen...

juz now i went to nuh to bring my mum dinner tt my aunt had cooked.. n aft dinner, the doct came in and had to explained and asked permission of my mum to do biopsy... the way the doct bring forward his msg. gosh... i was scared... cos the risk of biopsy includes death. i was terrified when i was juz there hearing the conversation.

mum was having fever for the past few days n doct was wondering if the kidney was being rejected by the body. cos doct had took some blood sample to culture but no colony is found i guess.. i noe wat tt means... wat i m really scared is the WBC is rejecting the foreign kidney...

i really hope after the biopsy, the doct cld use another medication to supress the immune system cos the worst senario is tt the transplanted kidney gotta be taken out n mum gotta go for dialysis n wait for another transplantation again... n she gotta suffer another ordeal... which i really dun wanna see... its juz so terrible...

Dear Lord,
I really pray for my mum that she'll not go through another transplantation again. I pray that her body will accept her newly transplanted kidney and that she could come back home to celebrate Chinese New Year with us. Lord, I pray for her health and also all my love ones will be healthy.
And all these I pray in Jesus name,
Amen.

2007-02-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Surveys

yesterday went to qing feng's bday... ok there's like a lot of pple lor... n also met up with the gls... alan n gary is so damn funny... kept bullying zhi hui with the bread joke... can laugh until pengz... such a long time since i had such good laughs... really miss the time in np with the gls... but things juz ain't gg to be the same again...i really missed those times... haiz...

oh god.... i hate surveys... esp have to trouble pple to help me do surveys.. so "BU HAO YI SI" lor... esp to those pple tt i haven even been talking on msn... its really "WU SHI BU DENG SAN BAO DIAN"... anywayz... i did become so "BU YAO LIAN N HOU LIAN PI" to ask pple to help me do surveys...

haiz~...so xianz... somemore its even so paiseh n funny that when u go n ask pple to help u do...n the person had already helped ur grp member done it le...haha... yes...its great tt my grp mates had approached the person to do it... n its definitely good tt our grp had done more n more surveys.. its juz tt so paiseh to trouble pple lor... haiz... i juz hated surveys... my "LIAN PI" is so thin... lol... ;-p

hmmmm... watched finish TOKYO JULIET episode 10 le... still got 10 more to go i guess? juz felt tt wu chun had more chemistry with ella than it is to ariel lin... cos ariel lin is more compatible to joe cheng... haha... cos i really like IT STARTED WITH A KISS lor...

i wanna watch hana kimi episode 13... why aren't the pple uploading one???? haiz... like a drug addict man... addicted to the show...

2007-02-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

~ Drools ~

it's so nice to know that someone is also sharing the same "caziness" with you...

yes.. i like wu zun a lot... n i m at that stage of can "faint" over him... or in fact i'm already in coma... haha... n it's so nice to noe tt ziqin also likes wu zun... hahahaa... he is so damn cute... although i noe tt i hv repeated this for like "n" times... but i still wanna say lor...

ok pple.. HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU a.k.a HANA KIMI is so damn nice lor.. n it's a must watch ok!!.. no kidding i tell ya!!! if u like wang dong cheng... he's so very funny in the show... n if u like ella... she's also quite cute in the show... n if u like wu zun... the guy who have angelic face n a hot bod... u definately will wanna watch!! n in any case u think u dun like this guy... trust me.. u'll like hime aft u watch this show...

i m in this stae of madness or u can say "hua chi"...tt only pple who's suffering the same symptoms as me will understand... or u probably will think i m xiao char bo.. which i maybe in fact!! hahaha...

i m so into him.. i wonder how long can i like him as an idol... hahaha..

2007-02-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

hihihi...

juz now was watching some video clips bout fei lun hai's interview at the radio station on you tube.. damn funny lor they all..

hmmm.. din feel like gg to slp.. so now trying to watch tokyo juliet on you tube.. to catch up frm where i hv left off 6 months ago.. haha.. can't get enough of wu zun.. keke..

bye...

2007-02-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Back to the blogger world~~~

Hi,

i am so xianz now... so decided to pay a "quiet" visit to my long dead blog... super xianz.. thought i nearly brain dead frm churning some crap about the changing landscape field trip bonus exercise.

for the past "n" months.. juz din felt like blogging at all.. been like super lazy aft graduating frm np & also i have been working as temp at Civil Service College frm End Apr to End July b4 i actually start my uni life at NUS...

My first sem at NUS totally sucks.. been so hectic especially CM1121.. gosh.. it's super difficult n the lecturer... HAIZ... CMI... so i din bother to blog bout my saded life... Anywayz... i hv survived my first sem in NUS!! CHeErs 4 me!!

recently like 5 weeks ago i started my 2nd sem n it's all right... but work is begining to pile up.. SHIT!! juz felt like blogging now so here i AM!!

about 2 weeks ago, went to IMM n saw Farenheit in life for their autograph session in S'pore.. OMG!! they're like super gorgeous esp WU CHUN!!! he so darn cute lor.. i noe i m old.. but really see him in person i like those little teenage girl.. so frantically happy n satisfied to c them lor.. damn!! cos i was watching you tube--hana kimi n was really caught in the addiction of watching Ou Xiang Ju lor... (taiwanese drama)..

ya.. for the past few months when i m not blogging.. i was watching you tube.. you tube mad eme so disinterested in blogging... haha... but here i m wanted to share my love of wu chun with u all.. i like him so much i even put his pict on msn... i noe i m crazy.. but if u see him in real life and the show hana kimi n oso those taiwan entertainment news--yu le bai fen bai.. u'll now why i m so crazy bout him..

he's frm brunei but he doesn't look like one.. so damn fit.. he have the best description of "angelic face and a devil's body" literally in chinese... n he's damn shuai!!!! perhaps now i dun hv any thing to put my mind onto... i dun hv anyone i like in real life currently nor anyone likes me... n *taaa daaaa* i can only put my mind on him to fill up my desperate love life... hahahaaha!!

me a desperado? yeah.. mayb.. but so wat... juz let me live in thiss imaginary world with him ok? at least until i met my love... hahaha...

ok.. i m getting cranky... haiz... life sucks... i m gg to indulge myself in self pity le...

though life sucks... i really hope my mum will be back frm hospt soon...life is a mess for me.. i miss u back hme where i cld grumble bout u nagging bout me... i miss ur cooking... though sometimes i oso felt very xianz bout those occasions where u will cooked some food that i dun really like.. but thats better than i eat out everyday n have no ideas le on what to pack for dinner...what i really wanna say to u but din come out of my mouth when i visit u...

i miss u...

2006-04-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

hehe~ it have been nearly a month since i last blogged. haiz~ i hv been either super busy cos of work or i m super lazy as i hv slacked quite a while at hme b4 getting a job. ok. i shall re-blogged my past 1 month "exciting" happenings. i mean some of the more happening ones. haha~

- 16 march 2006 (thursday) --> Dinner & Dance

- 24 march 2006 (friday) --> Release of Exam Results

- 30 march 2006 (thursday) --> Start of Work

- 1 April 2006 (Saturday) --> Outing to MOS

- 14 April 2006 (Friday) --> Trip to M'sia

meanwhile, i hv got my letters of acceptance by both nus n ntu. i was like super shocked tt i can get into nus. cos my results only 3.6 n it wasn't so fantastic tt i think i ll sure go in to uni de. so when i finally got both uni letter i m so in a dilema in choosing which to go. hv talked to many frens including some very pro nus n some ntu n oso some who's gg overseas n hence can give me some non-bias opinion. haha~

so now is like mayb 85% gg to nus ba. cos at first i really hv no idea where i ll be gg. its like i just cant portray myself in any u yet. n i hated the feeling of being in a situation where i hv absolutely no idea where i m gg. so while pple are still taking their own time thinking where they r gg, i juz gotta want to come to a decision fast enough so i dun feel "lost" for too long. n hence resulting me for almost one week kept on asking my frens where they gg. haha~

2006-03-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

11 March 2006, Saturday

these few days hv been thinking about buying a digi cam. cos heard frm jo tt for ECH they wld need a camera for prj n report n stuff in yr 2. hence, i started persuading mum n my sis whose gg to be in ECH in the coming semester, to buy one. wah~ luckily my mum agreed to chip in n my sis is willing to share the camera with me since she hv been working. wahaha~ finally man i hv waited for this day cos i juz can't afford one by myself. hee~

n hence, these few days i hv been suffering frm major headache on which cam to buy lor. haha~ cos i noes tt canon ixus 60 is cheap during the IT fair n i oso like nikon coolpix s5 n sony cybershot W50. so i decided to go to IT fair itself n see for myself which camera i really likes a lot. well, it turned out tt i bought the nikon coolpix s5. haha~ who tells the nikon pple to keep advertising it on tv during these few days. haha~

so f&*^king happy when i bought the camera n oso hor the printer there is really cheap. mum decided to buy one printer for my sis for her new sch term as our lao kok printer had died yrs ago n we din even bought a new one. n poor me gotta survive the days with no printer. hahaha~ so bought one of the cheap canon PIXMA iP1600 printer for like $99 since i think printer no need to ex de cos the ex one oso dun really last. i hv learnt my lesson frm my last printer. haha~

wahahahaha~yeppy~ finally got a cam for my d&d le.

took some crappy picts with my new cam. hee~

my sis's wonderful collection of her winnie the pooh

my sis n i

Exposed! my very comical sis

My zi lian kuang-ness... wahahaha

2006-03-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

8 March 2006, Wednesday

wooo hooo~ wahahaha~ finally i can meet up with our polka dots again. it hv been a long time since the 4 of us met up le cos last time jo was really busy with her prjs. anyway~ i really gotta apologise to jing yun lor for having to wait for us so long. cos its like johanna changed the time for meeting frm 1.30 to 2pm in the morn n jy only saw tt message aft she hv rushed her way out hme thinking she's late. n in the end, she turned out to be the earliest. hahaha~ nan de leh~ cos she is our late queen a.k.a chi dao da wang. lol~

act wanted to catch the 2.45pm movie but it turns out tt jo was the latest so we decided to go shop around b4 catching a movie. so we went shopping at far east helping jy to hunt for her bag there but act is quite obvious tt we wanted to buy her a bday present. well~ in the end we bought her this bag tt she obviously fell in love to and i m glad she likes it.

then, we went to the nearest movie theatre tt is the lido n buy tiks for the DATE MOVIE. since the movie is at 5 n its only 4pm, we decided to grab a bite first at the fast food outlets upstairs as kai wei haven eaten a single meal yet. poor girl~

well~ the movie was quite entertaining n certain parts is juz for the sake of laughter since it is frm 2 of the 6 writers frm SCARY MOVIE. its about a supposedly romantic story bout a girl meets her prince charming but this movie purposefully cut out certain classic scenes frm MY BIG FAT GREEK WEDDING, MISS CONGENIALITY, MEET THE PARENTS, MEET THE FOCKERS,JAMES BOND MOVIE starring halle berry tt episode, MR & MRS SMITH, MY BEST FRIEND WEDDING and even the paris hilton carlo's juniors advertisment n link it to be a "romantic" story. wahahaha~ it is really er xin in some pts but tt scene copying MR & MRS SMITH n the paris hilton advert i think it's very comical. haa~

anyway aft the movie~ we decided to go over to the Balcony at heerens as heard frm jy tt the atmosphere not bad. but then hor, when we reached tt place n hv gotten a sit, it was bloody hot down there as it's outdoor de ma. i mean 1 thing i can't stand is the hotness as even jy said tt last time she came wasn't tt hot n somemore i felt like i m blind or wat lor. cos it's freaking dark tt i can even read the menu n order my drinks. ya i noe i m abit night blindness but when i can see my frens clearly when i talk i juz felt uncomfortable. n somemore the seat wasn't comfi at all. haiz~

so in the end, we all juz felt like getting out the place since we haven even ordered, but it is so damn paiseh lor as we haven done this b4. anyway, we juz heck care n left the place. luckily there's a stairway beside us tt we can hurry our way out. hahaha~ so in the end, we went back to our usual hunt tt is the TCC at cine. well, at least the place is air-conditioned n it's brightly-lited. haa~

hv a nice time chatting n drinking mighty macadamia nut frappe n the oreo cheesecake. wahaha~ hao xin fu wor. talked bout crap n oso some of our plans in the future. oh gosh~ definately hope tt whatever in the future will be juz as we hv wished for. haha~ took a couple of picts at the cafe n oso at somerset mrt where we hid ourselves in some corner n took some stupid picts. hahaha~ it hv been a "fruitful" day.

oreo cheese cake~ *yum yum*

kai wei n jo at TCC

me n jy at TCC

the 4 of us at one corner of somerset mrt

kai wei n me

jy n jo

me n jy

jy, kai wei n jo

jy, jo n me

the idotic 4~~~~
look carefully! there's a story behind it... hahaha~

jo, thinking she's some wonderwoman wants to beat me up...

but, me being the most gigantic size sneered at her. "you think you can beat me up arh? u try lor.."

kai wei, at this pt in time blur blur thinking we 2 are siao char bor

n jy ahm chio n was all enjoying this free show waiting jo n me having cat-fight

2006-03-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

5 March 2006, Sunday

hmmm~ went to orchard with pei yan n amanda to hunt for d&d clothe again cos last time when we went to marina we din see any tt is real pretty. so met up the both at far east Shibuya as the two were already trying on clothes liao as Shibuya got 50% discount storewide. haha~

hmmm~ the dresses there are quite simple n nice n somemore cheap lor. a dress usual price is about $69.90 now only cost $34.95 i think. wah~ super cheap. at first thought tt it might not even hv my size but amanda said tt the dresses some are free size de. so i juz took a couple of the dresses n tried. well~ out of the few tt i hv tried there's one tt really fits me juz nice as the cutting is bigger than the other dresses. wahaha~ i m so happy lor. cos again it's so darn difficult for me to buy a dress lor. so its's like i definately want to buy tt dress.

then amanda n pei yan oso found a dress tt fits them juz nice lor. wahahaha~ so happy tt we all finally hv settled for the most impt thing tt is the dress n the 2 hv like spent 2 whole hrs trying for dresses. haha~ aft tt we went around far east trying to find a nice clutch for the 3 of us n oso a nice pair of shoe for amanda.

well, the clutch is still quite easy to find as far east got plenty of these available. but for the shoes tt we act thought is the most easy to find, amanda din really found a satisfictory one. we went like to quite a few places like wisma, taka n ps to find but to no avail. hmmm~ so got no choice but to meet up again to find shoes for amanda n oso my accessories haven buy leh. sometimes is juz so fustrating de lor when u r shopping for a specific item. haiz~ it just tests ur patient de.

2006-03-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

2 March 2006, Thursday

wow~ phew~ finally it was like the last day of exams man~ hahahaha~ been like super busy the past few weeks b4 exams cos studying ma.

hmmm~ aft the PSCT exam, me and elayna and may head down to town tgt while may met up with her friend, chai mei n me n elayna went down to bugis n get my contact lens. YES! finally i hv gotten my contact lens lor. cos got the d&d ma~ hahaha~

so me n elayna shu bian went down the si ma lu guan yin miao n pray b4 we went to bugis n walk around while waiting for amanda to reach. cos she went back hme n change clothes aft the PSCT paper. poor girl~ first time woke up late for her last paper in poly. haa~

anyway~ aft tt we went down to marina to shop for our d&d clothes but meanwhile we decided to stop by at TCC at the citylink to take a break as elayna is tired le n wanted a drink. hahaha~ tai tai lifestyle. so we waited for sophia to reach b4 we head down to marina square first.

hmmm~ shopped around zara, mango, dorathy perkins for the d&d clothing, but so damn sad can't find a nice top to match with my skirt. haix~ so sad~ juz hate shopping for clothes. went asian kitchen n hv dinner n ate the curry softshell crab with rice. quite nice leh~ the portion is much bigger than the Tai express de. haa~

slack around n chatted bout our family on how impt they are to us. think its because tt rest keeps playing those chinese oldies tt hv made me so emotional in a sudden tt hv caused my eyes to welled with tears when i hv thought bout my mum. haiz~ n heard frm sophia one interesting saying as tt-- ur father is actually ur husband in ur previous life. oh my gosh~ i definately cannot imagine tt i ll hv a husband tt is juz like my dad. i mean i dun really get along well with him and i vowed i ll nvr marry or dates a guy like him. its not like i hated my dad or wat, its juz tt certain characteristics tt he hv, i juz cant stand it. n nvrtheless, some of his worst characteristics i hv already inherited. its in my blood n i can't escape. haha~ thats y i nvr doubt i m not his daughter. like father, like daughter.

hmmm~ aft tt we went FOX n shop around. wah~ saw this denim floral skirt very the nice. so got the biggest size n tried it. wahahahaha~ so happy cos i can FIT into it. hee~ very diff to buy skirt leh for me. so i juz bought it w/o second consideration though i dun hv much $$ left. haa~ end up buying clothe tt is so not d&d. haa~

2006-02-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

I m such a lazy girl~

basically, life sucks for me these few days. ya~ fri gotta hv proteomics exams liao n yet last weekends i din even started studying. went orchard wif family cos quite bored at hme leh. so me went n shop for one cardigan at giodarno which had make me travelled all the way from centre pt to wisma n back to centre pt again to meet mum. gosh~ din hv any luck in shopping man. cos even at og dorathy perkins, there's three siao char bor infront of me who made me waited for so long to try one top n somemore is only one of their frens trying out lor n worst only one changing room.

hmmm~ 237 posts for my blog tt is almost 2 yrs. can see wat a lazy person i m cos i dun always blog everyday. haaa~ dun hv mood to study oso. still stucked on the last few chapt cos not very familiar ma. few weeks more n we will graduate. can i really hang on till tt time? i wish i can~ i just can't imagine if i were to go work day aft day aft day aft day... esp aft gg to the work etiquette lect, it juz proves my pt tt is--work sucks! cos u juz gotta kan(4) lao(2) ban(3) de(4) lian(3) se(4). *sobz

haiz~ very no mood now.

2006-02-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm~ My quite boring valentine's day

v day no school so juz slack at hme lor. my being so pathetic so gotta spend it with my sis. decided to go and sing kbox cos me very long din go le. so of we go to the kbox at clementi at 2pm. cos kbox clementi no pple de so u can sing like 2 to 7 for kstudent. hee~

well, sang all the s.h.e, twins n stephanie sun's new song cos i only bought their new album recently. since there are only the 2 of us, we sang till about 5pm we were already so damn tired le. but we still tried very hard to sing till 6+. haha~

saw one s.h.e old mtv--dui(4) hao(4) ru(4) zuo(4). n my sis spotted the male lead n found him very familiar n who noes its one of the twins-2moro. hahaha~ thats was how they look when they were not famous yet. hmmm~ really a bit pathetic to hv to spend vday with my sis. imagine one day she hv a bf n me being single hv to spend tt day by myself n i ll most prob cooping myself at hme le. cos i juz hate to spend tt day outside esp in town to force myself to see those couple so lovy-dovy with roses blah blah blah~

if not for my sis were working on vday i will most prob wun go out de. cos gg out even with frens u will be constantly be reminded by others tt "hey, u dun hv a loving bf!" . hmmm~ n i esp hated this day when i hv to work on tt day of all day. n i hv to stand right infront of my counter n forced to see these couples by couples having thise roses blah blah blah~ n here u are wishing tt u hv a bouquet of roses too. pathetic rite?

hence, this results in me having a mindset as in u rather not wish to see any scene like these n so u wld not feel so patheic for urself le. making me feel gd for myself. hahaha~

i noe tt day is not only dedicated to ur lover but oso to ur frens n family. but then hor~ if i hv a love one, i confirm will want to spend it with him de ma~ who doesn't? n its only when all ur frens are not attached like in sec sch days, spending tt day with ur frens is so COOL~ but when some of ur frens are attached, things are a bit diff. cos it'll be hard to ask ur frens not to spend tt day with their love ones. cos nevertheless, vday is really a special day though u can say everyday can be a vday. but still~ it's still a special day for ur love ones cos it it's a VDAY! hahahaha~

yup~ i m talling nonsense~ whatever~ for me i wld chu(4) jing(3) shang(1) qing(2) de. haiz~ mei(2) ban(4) fa(3) who ask me to dun hv qing(2) ren(2) on qing(2) ren(2) jie(2). haha~

2006-02-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

My Super Lucky Ah-ma

my ah-ma is super lucky. cos she won toto 3rd prize ma. though its $1400+ but it would means to strike 5 no. those pple tt dun buy toto may think 5 no. nia ma? where got so hard to strike. but if tt logic were to valid, then i wld assume tt striking 6 no. (which is to win the 1st prize) wld be easy. yeah~ *my foot arh~

i at most only strike 20 bucks only. yet my ah-ma si bei heng lor strike 3rd prize on mon (6 feb) which is one draw b4 the toto ang pao draw. haha~ but tt is not the end of story. cos recently got the toto jackpot rite? i oso bought $10 quick pick to try my luck n yet i din even win any $20 prize though there are like 100 over thousand $20 prize. n here comes the best pt...

my super heng ah-ma won 3rd prize again in the toto ang pao jackpot draw (10 feb) n this time though more pple won but she oso got $1300+. wah~ really i got nth to say. it juz means tt when ur luck comes, nth can stop it frm coming man. hahaha~ so sunday (12 feb) my ah-ma treat the all of us for dinner n we the grandchildren all had some extra bonus ang pao cos oso juz nice sunday was "yuan(2) xiao(1)" -- the 15th and last day of CNY ma~

this cny is quite heng for my family ba cos dad oso strike 1st prize 4D but it wasn't a big amount la. so lucky my sis n i got a little bonus frm dad. hee~ n mon i oso strike a little extra bonus for myself cos though i din win any $20 in the toto ang pao draw but i still manage to win like $30 on mon toto draw cos i strike 4 no. sometimes thought one more no. seems easy enuff but yet it makes a huge diff leh~ hahaha~

my little heng heng may be due to my new indoor plant i bought for myself to put beside my study table. hahaha~ cos sat (11 feb) me n my family went to ikea n shop shop. then went to the ikea rest n feast. hehe~ went n hv the usual meatballs n chicken wings. *yummy* then i oso hv roast beef n it taste a bit overcooked though. ate like a carnivore there.

then we oso shop around n bought the cheap $1.60 waste paper basket n the $0.75 plates n chairpad n etc. haha~ then i came across this nice cute indoor plant with many little red flower. hee~ decided to buy one n see how long i can be interested wif it to remember watering. haa~ so buy lor since its quite cheap $6+ n oso 1 flower pot.

then aft tt went anchor pt to check out the giordano there. but in the end i ended uo buying shoes again cos spotted tt u.r.s was having warehouse sales. so in the end bought 2 pairs of shoes one for me and one is my sis de cos we can share our shoes anyway. wahahaha~

2006-02-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

2nd Feb 2006, Thursday

gotta meet up wif yen ching, laiquin, sarah, hannah, jiarong, hazel, doris, dangni and ming yue at city link. cos its yen who organises the gathering since she's back frm perth to visit her grandpa. really hv been more than a yr since last time i saw her, besides on friendster ofcourse. so thats y must give her face when she ask me to go ma. haha~

well, went to nooch n hv dinner n wait for jia rong n hazel to join us. the food there was ok~ but thanks to lai quin for her advice to nvr order those soup stuff as it wld taste quite bland de except for the tom yum tt yen ate was quite nice. hang around till 8 while waiting for jiarong. but in the end, dangni n ming yue gotta go first, so we juz go to tcc n wait for jia rong.

jiarong is really the shi(2) zu(2) adult look as she's now quite mature lor. must be due to her own tution centre tt make her hv the principal look. hahaha~ well, pple are still the same, physically, we may hv changed but still they are the old person i hv known in sec sch.

we spent hrs at tcc talking n catching up each other's life. its also so coincidental tt we are able to meet our ex-choir conductor, ms ong n its hannah who hv spotted her since we sat really close to the walkway. we even each had a turn to tell others about our life now. n as usual, hannah is always kena suan(1) by us de lor. lol~

it will be really in yrs to see yen ching next time in s'pore cos she might not be coming back at all. so most prob we wld see yen in s'pore at jia rong's wedding le. hahaha~

took some photos with my phone, but isn't tt clear when enlarged. *bad phone bad phone* luckily jiarong got bring her camera along but she haven send me her photos leh~

group photo

yenching & me

me & hazel

sarah, me & hazel

laiquin, mingyue & hannah

dangni & hannah

me & mingyue

dangni & me

me & laiquin

sarah & me

2006-02-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

chinese new year

well, chinese new yr was ok~

for chu xi, me is stucked at hme cos i gotta help mum to make to ngoh hiong. wah~ tt is really tedious lor cos this yr she din get the ngoh hiong frm her sis n she decided to make some more for my gu gu (auntie). so, i ended up having to cut more chestnuts n stuff n oso gotta help her wrap some ngoh hiong which i wrapped till v ugly. hahaha~

then evening, went to my cousin's hse at serangoon there for steamboat for the reunion dinner juz as past yr cos her hse is big enuff to fit all of us in. well, as usual, there will be the usual stuff like fish, meat, balls - the meat balls n fish balls i mean.. lol.. , crab meat blah~ blah~ n my favourite prawns, scallops & abalone. wahahaahaaha~

then, aft the dinner, round 9.30 we head to the temple at bukit timah, near np there, cos my grandma always wld go n pray there during the eve. so we were there till quite late to gen(1) shi(1) fu(4) pai(4) nian(2). ended up hme round 11.30 which is really late than past yr cos the praying ended later. but i hv a fun time playing wif my cousin's daughter, si ying. she is so cute n likes to imitate her mum saying - alamak, oh my god, wah lau eh. hahaha~ so nice to play wif.

for chu yi, went n visit my grandma at yew tee in the aft n ended up eating all those new yr goodies. but as usual, we will gamble a bit cos its like a once a yr thing. hahaha~ felt so accomplished tt i can drink the shark fin's soup wif abalone tt my aunt cooked. hee~ but so sad cos din win during the gamble, lose a few dollars but its still alright, once a yr only ma. hee~

for chu er, went to my maternal grandma hse at holland v. we ended up quite sian so my cousins went n bought cards to play black jack. i din really noe the rules but my aunt they all teached us so roughly noes how to play ba.well, it seems tt i hv no luck this yr in gambling, cos i also lose money but mum was quite gd in her luck cos she got win money. haha~ du(3) hou(4)

for chu san n chu si, me so poor thing gotta work at og orchard. but so sianz de cos aft cny its like no pple want to buy bedsheet liao lorz. its always like tt de lor. sad~

den yest, chu qi is ren ri, went to my aunt's hse again n gamble. knew tt i will lose $$ de lor. but still juz go n hv fun lor. din play the usual sa(1) ki(1) ah(1) pek(3) n we played ban(3) luck(4) a.k.a black jack. really hv fun playing cos its like almost 10 pple at the table playing. so i din dare to be the dealer cos i din hv much capital to play so my mum be the dealer n ended up winning quite a lot. cos its always the dealer tt win the most ma. haha~ n lucky my mum's winning made me dun hv to fork out the taxi money.

2006-02-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

24/01/2006 Tues

went for company dinner and gotta meet at centre point for the sales rep, andrew. its so nice to be able to see some of the really nice aunties tt i hv relieved their counters b4. but as usual, when the said meet at 6.30, there will always bound to be the very late-comers. so, i became smart n was late for a while n i m still the second to reach.

judy was there first. so i chatted wif her while waiting for the others to reach. the world is juz so small. cos only last yr i found out tt judy is hui min's mum n tt hui min is from the level 3.1 biotech course. n hui min turns out to be my primary sch fren's gf. haha~ such a small world. anyway, glad to see kok wah was there cos last yr she din turn up for the company dinner.

hmmm~ they went to one indonesian rest behind centre pt there to eat. well it's sort of a buffet thingy whereby they will come up wif 20 over dishes to the table n u can order wat u want. its those eat till u drop thingy. but i was pretty full cos all the dishes were so meaty. though i m a carnivore, but still it was too much for me.

saw nuri there too cos she came wif the boss, another judy. well, as usual, the vain girl dresses up wif one kinda cheong sum top but it do look nice one her. hahaha~ heee~ like last yr me sat wif jessie - johanna's mum n kok wah n all the nice aunties. not bad for a catching up session n oso a discussion session on the new bedsheets tt judy wld come up with. many aunties juz hv many opinions on the diff colours n prices about the bedsheets.

well, its been almost 3 yrs working wif the company. though its a small company, but there is some sense of belonging there though i m juz an extra (ca-li-fair) there. its esp nice to know tt the company hv given me $100 extra as ang pao (bonus) to me. haha~ i m rich. wahahaha~

2006-01-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

yoz~ have been missing in action in my blogger world liao. hee~ cos hv been darn busy with my life. the last past weeks, during the 2 weeks study brk hv been working for 8 days n oso study at hme for common test.

then, aft common tests, hv been chionging for all the reports. firstly, is the LSSS term paper, follow by the posters n the draft. haiz~ so sianz~ but CNY coming le~ wahahahaha~ can get hong pao le leh~

then last last sat (14/01/2006)...

went to the IDP australia at orchard hotel wif kai wei and kelly. that place was really crowded. saw elya, meizhu and wing there. we asked around the diff uni about the advance standing but seems like melbourne uni gives 2 yrs of advance standing. so, register that uni. later, found tt pearlyn oso gg melbourne uni soon. haiz~ so sad tt she leaving s'pore soon le. though is like for 1 yr nia but still~ haiz~ anyway, wish her all the best in her studies. hee~

then aft the IDP, met up wif jing yun and off we go for shopping. wahahaha~ cos i haven bought my new yr clothes so i dragged my frens to go shopping with me ma. hee~ bought 1 pair of x:odus heels for $59.90. yippy~ can wear for d&d oso. but because of tt gorgeous heels, i zi tao very diff to find those very femaine clothes to match wif my heels.

so damn sad lor~ me being a fat ass is so damn diff to find a nice top. so in the end aft we hv like shop all around orchard~ i decided to go ps the dorathy perkins n check out the clothes. luckily there's one very nice one top tt can match my heels.

so darn happy lor~ esp when i hv been searching for hrs for a top. but then at the same time, my heart bleeds cos is like $69 for a top. but then~ its like worth it for tt nice top. then somemore is those empire cut n its 3/4 sleeve tt i hv been searching for.

then aft tt, suddenly saw 1 top at baleno oso quite nice. its maroon spaghetti. but obviously, i ll need a jacket to cover up my flaws la. so i bought another jacket wif my sis while we r shopping for her bag.

so paiseh lor~ tt my frens hv accompanied whole day to shop. but at least kai wei hv bought 1 red wedges frm pazzion which is damn nice but 69 bucks leh~ haha~ rich girl sia~ then aft tt blanjah the 2 girls drinks lor for thanking them to accompany me for shopping n oso for giving me advices. hee~ so nice to be able to meet up wif the girls n hv a nice chat though its a pity jo cant join us since she's super busy wif her prj. *sob sob

then last tues (17/01/2006)...

wahahahaha~ went and rebonded my hair.n finally~ aft long awaitedness i hv my str8 hair again. went to may hse there n rebond my hair. very cheap nia~ only 70 bucks cos of my longer hair but 60 bucks if u got shorter hair. so went n try if the effect is gd. it turned out to be quite soft n not too dry. so happy la to get such a deal. yeappy~

last sat (21/01/2006)...

went orchard wif mum n dad to go hunt for my jacket. cos last last sat din managed to buy the jacket. but hunt for many places until i sianz liao so in the end meet up wif my sis to go ps the baleno n bought the "not-so-nice" jacket lor. haiz~ bo bian arh~ i can't find a nicer one. cos even 'The Box' @ isetan dun hv the designs i like. so juz anyhow get one lor. otherwise cny i no jacket to wear leh. haha~

both me n my sis bought 1 bag. i bought my bag at hula n co. n my sis went little match girl n buy. act wanted to buy a rip curl handbag but hesitated for quite a while man. in the end, dn think it was very nice so juz forget it. haiz~

2005-12-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

wah~ one breath updated most of my photos to 'my photo album'.
i hv been very lazy to update all my photos. took quite long to update till as far as this febuary. hmmm~ can see how lazy i am. haha~

2005-12-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

yep~ jo juz send me some more photos taken using her camera.

me & jo looking quite shag aft the midnight show. behind us is kelly asleep. hee~

me trying to figure out how to use kai wei's camera. i m so suah gu~

me preparing the chicken wings n jo posing wif her fingers.

kai wei trying to murder her sister. lol~ quite a mission impossible.

aiyo~ my double chin is xia(4) si(3) ren(2) wor~ paiseh paiseh ah if u happen to wanna puke. i can't help it but try to resize the photos a bit. sorry~ lol~

2005-12-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

these few days i hv been eating cakes. gosh~ so sinful. somemore the cakes is not tt i bought for myself but its other pple's burfday cakes.

yest we celebrated bev's bday aft our proteomics pbl n i got to eat chocolate cake frm bengawan solo. then few days back we osohelp to celebrate winnie's belated bday n i got to eat chocolate cake frm four leaves. but tt cake is really nicer than the bengawan solo de.

hmmm~ thurs went out wif my parents to watch harry potter cos we haven watch ma. ok la the movie but the storyline is obviously weaker than the previous show. went toa payoh n watch n since we catch the aft show, so it's quite little pple.

then aft the movie, we went to the xin(4) fu(2) yum cha restaurant (fortunate restaurant) n eat dim sum. haha~ nice nice. love the dim sum esp the scallop chee chong fun n scallop porridge n the har gow(prawn dumpling) n its standard is almost the same as the yum cha in chinatown. *yummy

then aft tt went to courts cos mum wanted to check out the wardrobe n the furniture bed set. felt tt courts is quite ex, so went to another furniture shop n look around. then finally, she picked 1 bed set for like $1300 for king size so its act quite cheap. though its my mum n dad's bed, but is mostly me n my mum chosing the designs cos dad doesn't bother wif it since the designs is 'almost' the same. cos even the shopkeeper is blur for a moment who's act buying it. haha~

last thurs i oso went to watch movies at bugis. watched "chicken little". not bad la the show. but its a bit too short, bout 80 min nia. so act, the movie was quite fast pacing. characters like chicken little n the fish n abby is really cute. this cartoon is more for children unlike shark tale or shrek which is for adults.

then last thurs, we oso finish presenting our WISP role play. we acted shrek2 wif wei ping being the ugly green ogre, shrek. not bad the response at least when there's funny pt, the class got laugh. n heard frm sophia tt her class oso got pple playing shrek n the teacher mentioned about our grp having the props. hmmm~ is tt good or bad? haha~

2005-12-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

Friday, November 25, 2005 - Sunday, November 27, 2005

Friday
Finally, after so many days of boring life, i have something to look forward to! wahahaha~ cos we r gg to chalet. hee~

but b4 we can enjoy ourselves, me n jo hv to go thru quite an episode b4 we can meet up tgt. haiz~ n tt is because of a stupid hp gg low on batt. sianz~

act me and jo hv already agreed to meet at 5pm outside np tt bus stop so tt we can go back to my hse tgt since she hv came by my hse earlier in the morn n put her stuff for chalet. however, things weren't as simple as i wish cos my fantastic hp went out of batt by 2pm in the aft. but thinking tt jo will keep her promise to wait for me at np bus stop i din really bothered by the fact tt my hp was out of batt.

hence, me went n meet jo in a hurry aft sch cos tt day sch ended later than usual by 20 min like tt thinking tt jo might be waiting very long at the bus stop. but who noes, when i reached there i din see jo lorz though i m sure i hv been looking for her carefully though its damn crowded.

4 words just came to my mind tt time: OMFG! wah kaoz~ i was so damn in a lost cos firstly, i hv no hp. secondly, i din remember either jo's or kai wei's hp no. many scenerios juz came to my mind tt jo maybe still in sch -- tt means she's late too, or she might be waiting at the wrong bus stop, or she's at my hme now waiting for me, or she's at my hse there de bus stop waiting for me.

so, having no choice, i juz hv to go hme first n charge my hp b4 i can call jo. n when i alighted at my usual bus stop at my hse there, finally, i saw jo! wahahaha~ finally man. it's like she told me tt she had ended sch earlier hence, she wanted to meet me earlier, but i was like not returning her calls. she tried to phone my hme n even kai wei. gosh~ make me damn worried lorz.

aft finally found her, we went back hme n i packed my things b4 leaving for pasir ris to meet kai wei n her sis, kelly. then, aft finally meeting the girls, went to white sands the ntuc n get some tidbits b4 heading to the chalet.

we take away kfc the o.r fillet meal back to the room to eat since we like super on budget. haha~ n we r so lazy to come out of the room n eat at the food court. luckily my dad hv came earlier n checked in for us n hv help me to bring some bbq stuff over first. otherwise it will be so mar-fan for us to check in esp we all are came to chalet so late n it was already 8 pm le.

felt quite bored, so we began playing poker cards da(4) lao(3) er(4) n jo the "gambling queen" began teaching kai wei n kelly how to play lorz. since we already decided to go watch midnight movies tt night, we left at 10.30pm like tt to catch the 11.30pm show-- Prime at tampines mall. when we reached the cinemas, it was already 11. the reason we took 30 min to reach tampines frm pasir ris is tt we thought tt there's no more shuttle bus at 10.30 le. so, we walked all the way frm downtown east to the mrt station. wah~ a bit far lor.

but anyway, Prime tt movie was a bit draggy lor esp in the middle pt. haha~ nearly made me fell asleep. tt movie portrayed the jie(3) di(4) lian(4) situation n its ending was more suitable to the reality. alot of sex scenes. seems tt the movie wanted to portray tt both the young male lead n the old femlae lead are in their sexual peaks. quite sian lorz wif them keep making love tt i nearly wanted to yell "Not again?" haha~ but in all tt movie was alright la quite romantic. luckily kelly din join us since she's tired. otherwise she's gonna sleep in the theatre.

movie ended round 2am. quite long for this kinda of romance movie. act at first we all were worried bout whether there's any cab around at this time, but seems tt there's alot of cab waiting outside the mall. quite cheap la the cab fare $7+ cos its still inclusive of the midnight charge. haha~ luckily din went to town n watch movie. otherwise damn ex leh the fare. hee~

but aft returning back chalet, we din felt very sleepy so we 3 continued to play da(4) lao(3) er(4) until we decided tt we shld head back to slp. haha~

Saturday
woke up quite late but we still managed to go to mac n hv breakfast. hmmm~ love mac's breakfast. then aft the breakfast its already like noon le so we went to white sands the ntuc n buy our bbq stuff. we suppose to meet jing yun at 12nn de so we phone her but she din pick up her hp. when we finally called her hse then we noe tt she got muscle ache all over her body tt she cant join us for bbq. haiz~ sad~ she must be straining herslef for a gold for napfa on fri tt her body ache until so jia lat tt she cant come.

anyway, we went n bought the food stuff n being exceptionally on budget, we ji tao like aunties-to-be looking for the cheapest stuff to buy. haha~ hv loads of fun buying the bbq stuff. bought the usual stuff like hotdogs, chicken wings, jo's fav crab stick, nuggets, fish ball, satay, some prawns. luckily there's still 4 of us to carry the stuff so its not so bad aft all.

aft buying all those stuff, we start thawing the chicken wings then must wash those wings n plucked out some of the feather tt still remained. jo came n help me n she's like freaked out by the little feathers lorz. wahahaha~ ke(3) jian(4) we all dun really help our mums alot. haha~ luckily last yr i happened to help may wif the chicken wings during our last yr class chalet or else i m oso very ben(4) ben(4) de. *Ooops

aft finish marinated the chicken wings, we continue to play the da(4) lao(3) er(4). haha~ seems like we r so lan(4) du(3) like tt. kai wei even took pict of it. n i look like typical ah ma who are hooked in pokers. haha~

haiz~ i hv no image le la! *sobz

another lan(4) du(3) gui(3) photo. haiz~

some grp picts tgt

OMG~ my double chin!

aft tt round 5pm jo, kelly n kai wei went n start the fire first while i went n prepare the food.

dun see us girls as weaklings ok! cos we still managed to start a pretty gd fire though we hv used many starters but tt is not the point. haha~ good job to the 3 of the mei(3) nus(3).

but then, i think the sky begs to differ. cos its like aft we started bbq our food for 10 min like tt, it started drizzling. wats best is tt the 4 of us got locked outside n we din even bring out our keys. we r really superb man. cos kelly din noe tt the sliding door will autolocked if u juz close it. haha~

so me went to the receptions to get our doors open. luckily we din wait too long for the keys cos we need the umbrellas to "protect" our food. haha~

Yummy~

Drizzling

So, seeing tt it gonna continue to rain for a while more, aft we peng(1) enuff food, we went back to room n eat first b4 deciding if we still gonna bbq in the rain or juz buy those portable aluminium indoor bbq set. luckily, by the time we finish our food, the rain stopped n we can bbq again! yeah! since jo hv tried to use an aluminium foil to protect the fire frm extinguishing, so, we juz added more charcoals to the fire n began bbq again.

Nice prawns~

Me and Jo

aft bbq most of our food, we all are so damn full le, so we continue our poker games for a while outdoors. haha~

aft our poker games, me n jo are quite bored tt we began playing wif kai wei's camera while the 2 are out buying drinks. hee~

we are so bai(2) chi(1) lor.Posing.

We r sooo hungry~

then, when kai wei they all came back, we took picts tgt. wahahaha.
more grp picts~

Strangling! Help me!

Eerie~

Sunday
the girls went back in the morn as kai wei n kelly gotta go church. so me hv to wait for my parents to come later at 11am as they came over for i night n we'll hv another bbq again cos the chalet is booked thru my dad's company so its much cheaper lorz.

hv quite an episode again in the morn b4 my parents arrived. cos i wanted to go n take some toilet rolls frm the cleaners n yet they said tt our room shld be checking out on sunday. i got a shocked lor cos we suppose to check out only on mon morn. so i rushed to the reception n checked things out.

i got the supervisor n his attitude sucks lor. cos its obviously tt its one of the company clerk had made an error in the dates n yet tt idotic in-charge insists he shld go by wats written on the paper. luckily, my dad had been able to locate one of the department clerks who in turn help us to locate those admin pple so tt they can explain to tt downtowneast supervisor. quite brainless de lor they all.

haiz~ spoil my sunday morn.

2005-12-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

My End of Year Reflections

3 resloutions i have made on 01/01/2005. Yet, none of it i have accomplished. None. Yes! None i have accomplished. Even the resolution that i am most confident of, i din achieved it. What a failure i am!

Soon it will be 01/01/2006 and its like about 3 weeks away. I really doubt that i can fufil any of my wish. My this BAD situation just reminds me of a chinese movie--liu(4) lou(2) hou(4) zuo(4), whereby a grp of friends each one make one resolution for the coming year.

They wrote down their resolutions and put it in glass bottle which they kept it on a alter. No one is suppose to open up their resolutions until the very day they vowed that they must achieved what they hv wished for (the one year deadline).

The grp of friends also make a bet with an old lasy that if anyone of them fails to accomplish their resolution, that one person would have to eat the old lady's shit. Well, none of them obviously din want to eat any shit.

However, people always thinks that a year is a very long time that none takes the bet very seriously. Hence, when they realised they have not much time to fufil their dreams, they became very anxious about the deadline. They did what they can in order not to lose the bet and towards the day of the deadline when they thought that thay are going to lose the bet, miracously, everyone have achieved their dream in some unbelievable way.

It's just that in my case i din have to eat shit. But hell, by thinking that i have not achieve anything in this year just make me damn demoralising. Is a year long or short? I really dunno. A year allows you to complete alot of things and at the same time you also can't do alot of things.

2005-11-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

yeah~ wahahaha~ today got ngoh hiong for dinner. yeah~but for tt ngoh hiong i gotta pay a price for it which is to help my mum to chop all those ingredients.

wah~ quite a lot of things to prepare lor for tt simple ngoh hiong. gotta prepare n chop the onions, garlic, chestnut, carrot, soda biscuits crisp, prawns, minced meat, fish meat etc. gosh~

i helped out the garlic, chestnut n my favourite prawns though i only like it when its fully cooked n not when its raw. haha~ but those preparation step already like used 2 hrs.

wah~ cant believe it how my 4th aunt can always prepare it for her sisters including my mum n my other aunts during chinese new yr. so many kung fu for such a simple dish. i esp like this ngoh hiong esp since i m a carnivore. wahahahahaha~

2005-11-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

today no sch since integrated lab only starts on the 2nd week of sch. haha~ tt makes my holiday 3 days in a wk.

hmmm~ though no sch but still went back to sch lib to return books cos overdue le ma. then i oso shun bian borrow dvd n watch. haha~ one shot watched 3 titles. shiok arh~

watched "50 first dates", "hellboy", "shall we dance". ok la~ at least its like 2/3 of it is i haven watch b4 de. loved "50 first dates" a lot so decided to watch it one more time.

hee~ so nic lor esp its so damn funny n touching n adam sandler n rob schenider are 2 big jokers. so, most of their shows is real funny.

then "hellboy" is alright. u noe the usual hollywood action movie. "shall we dance" is quite nice. i din expect it to be nice de lor. watched it cos of jlo. but it turned out not bad esp the social dance are quite superb. din noe tt jlo can dance social dance so well. but hey wat to expect? she's a latino. haha~

2005-11-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

yest was the first day of sch. hmmm~ so fast sch starts le. n this is my last semester of my 3 yrs of poly. gosh~ so fast~

yest lesson end quite early cos huang yan let us of early so we r off by 10 something. act suppose to go to imcb to do prj one but zakir went france le then somemore today no one is gg back the lab so me n may cant go back oso. seems like we can only start our prj next wk le.

den yest aft lesson, may went to canteen 1 to meet cherrina for her shoes so we n angela see ji tao stay there to eat lunch. haha~ the beloved yong tau fu. hee~

then aft tt act wanted to stay at library to watch dvd but kns so many pple there during the lunch hrs n there's no dvd station left. so i decided to go town watch movie cos damn xianz ma then angela see went imcb alone though its still early for her.

went town wif may cos she wanna trim eyebrows then me went to cine n buy tik for myself for "the 40 yr old virgin". then along the way, may saw this purple flora bag at level 2. the bag quite nice loh then the prints is quite similar to the Tomato Can one. nice~ then tt bag oso cheaper so act quite worth la. haha~

i so sick lor. shld hv known tt yest was public holiday eve. but i only realised yest when i gotta pay for my tik. haiz~ $8 gone. wah this week macham all the public holidays n holiday eve. the cinema surely earns like mad. haha~

hmmm~ the movie not bad la. consists of some of those m18 stuff. i only think the first pt of the movie when the guy got his morn erection pt funny lor. otherwise the rest is okay~ some things are quite lame loh but towards the middle of the show its a bit bored. quite of those expected stuff wld happen. stuff like the guy n the girl wld quarrel bout small misunderstandings. n oso the guy jus dun dare to tell the girl tt he's a virgin.

but all in all still not bad la quite hilarious so still dun feel tt my 8 bucks is cheated. haha~ but i still prefer rob schenider in deuce bigalow 2. cos rob schenider is much more funnier actor since he got tt qian bian face. haha~

then i saw again the "just like heaven" trailer. omg~ arghhh~ i wanna watch. haha~ i oso wanna watch "chicken little" tt chicken is juz so adorable. hee~

2005-10-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

yest went shopping wif my parents cos we gotta shop for present for my cousin's little daughter,si ying. gosh~ si ying is gonna be like 2 yrs old le. so fast sia.

went to plz singapura to look for pressie. but b4 tt went to pizza hut n hv dinner. act my mum wanted to eat at cafe cartel n i oso. then i keep hinting to her to go try out then the food oso not so ex like hard rock's. but in the end we didnt cos i think my dad wld like hiam expensive.

so in the end when we went to b2, we were like passing by pizza hut n i think my dad wanna eat tt cos they've got tt family feast thing for $36.90 so in the end we were at pizza hut.

we ordered tt cheezy larva pizza, the large one in fact n oso the nachos salsa n the combi platter. the side dishes are not bad. but tt pizza is so damn big cos it's like the diameter is 13inches long. kaoz damn big. n since it's like the cheesy pizza it is really damn cheesy. haha~

it's not bad when u eat 1 nia but aft tt u will be damn full n sick of it when u eat the second one. haha~ so damn full tt i will not touch pizza for another 6 months. haha~

aft tt din find nice kid stuff at ps so went to og orchard there to look for nicer clothes. my sis saw this nice tigger clothes for kids n it's very sweet n nice lor for little girls. haha~ then somemore si ying's mum aka my cousin, sheelia, likes winnie the poo stuff so shld be ok la.

then aft buying the pressie, i went n look around n saw this very nice skirt wif some sequeins on it. quite nice. abit the boho style. but too bad the largest size is L nia. if got XL i surely buy. cos L fits really juz nice. if not a bit tight n i m sure i cant eat anything while i m wearing the skirt. haha~

then oso tried 1 long boho skirt. wah lao i like it lor. but damn its long. until my ankle kinda long. worst my upper body length is short n tt makes me realy hilarious wearing it. but i so damn like it. hai bo bian. y is it i hv got the bad genes of my father. *sobz

2005-10-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha~ finally i gotten my papillio madrid cherry fruit. yeppy~ so damn happy.

but then i think recently i m juz crazy for shoes. i oso want tt bronze pointed heels i saw in pazzion. o my gosh~ i hv no $$$ le.

2005-10-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

yest went to jurong pt wif kai wei n met up wif jo n jy to watch deuce bigalow 2. met kai wei first at our work place b4 meeting the other 2 girls. so damn happy when jo replied me in the morn telling me tt she could join us for the movie as she's able to shift her tution. haha~

we caught the 7.25pm show n b4 tt went mac to hv dinner cos i got coupons ma. haha~ we all damn budget sia cos all no $$$ le aft gg out on sat. haha~

hmmm~ the movie really not bad. very funny lor. quite a lot of those witty n dirty conversation n some scene tt is obviously not meant for kids under 16. haha~ quite worth la i think cos i really liked comedy a lot. n i rather pay $$$ to enjoy myself rather than like scaring myself by watching horror flicks.

saw the "just like heaven" trailer. omg~ i wanna watch tt show. haha~ cos i think its a romance comedy n its starring Reese Witherspoon (the "legally blonde" female lead) n oso starring Mark Ruffalo (the "13 gg 30" male lead). omigod~ though its like bout a ghost story but when i saw the trailer its seems quite touching n hilarious. hai~ still gotta wait for some time cos its only coming out on 10 nov.

2005-10-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

hmmmm~ now playing games. well~ as usual i m playing neopets. i m in the midst of earning more neopoints. (recognise my pointer? it's the island faerie) wahahaha~ juz not in my mood to chiong my novels. hee~

then, yest finally met up with jing yun, johanna n kai wei le. me met kai wei n jy first to go shop shop first b4 meeting jo cos she got tution in the aft. but as usual the 2 girls were late. haha~ xi guan jiu hao~

so i went gio n tried out the jeans but dun really like it. so in the end i juz bought 1 black lacy top tt my mum insists i shld act buy cos the cutting quite big n shld look gd on me since i m very big size. haha~

well~ quite qiao cos i saw yifang at wisma then she oso meeting ziqin to look for bday present. aft meeting jy n kai wei, went hv lunch at mos burger cos its only me who haven had lunch. sat there like 1 hr to hv drinkks n chat b4 we head down to far east.
(hmmmm~ its like again like 1 month ago when we went out tgt~ i hv like 2 days of consecutively gg orchard n far east.)

anyway~ we helped jy to scout for a belt then aft walking 1 or 2 rounds i think we a bit tired le so juz went to long john's to sit down n continue to chat. we quite cheapo cos we din buy any drinks yet we like sat down there for like an hr plus to chat n oso think of places to eat since we really hv no idea where to eat lor n we r so sian wif swensen's le. haha~
then jy bought us some little souvenirs frm china since she had went there for a trip with the sch. such a lucky girl. haha~

then on our way to taka the breeks there for dinner, saw elaine working at lucky plz the gio. met jo at breeks to hv dinner. ate the baked rice there. not bad la the baked rice. quite cheezy n got the tomato paste (like the pasta sauce) unlike swensen's n the serving i think is bigger oso. ok la~ the price not very ex.

since breeks we cant like stay for hrs to talk so in the end we went to cine the tcc there to hv some desserts n catch up with each other.n meanwhile on our way, we took neoprints. yeah~ haha it hv been ages since we last took pict tgt.

hmmm~ i had mocha villa at tcc. its quite nice cos it got 1 scoop of vanilla ice cream floating on top. yummy~ *slurps
then we ordered 2 cakes-american cheese cake n the hazlenut crunch cake(sth like tt) n share it since we juz had dinner. haha~ the cakes are not bad quite nice oso.

wah~ we really quite mad i think. haha~ sat there like 3 hrs till almost 10 b4 we left tcc. haha~ we quite ji zha sia. aiya girls are like tt. we juz talk anything n everything under the sun. wat do u expect when there's like 4 girls tgt. haha~

then when we left tcc jy was like suggesting we walk around orchard until 11. haha~ mad arh~ which shopping mall still open at tt time. haha~ so juz sit infront the taka sq there n we continue to chat till 11.

gosh~ its like although we are out like almost 8 or 9 hrs, but we really like spent more time talking then walking around. so its like we r act not tired lor. even my mum was like complaining y is it we got so many things to talk? haha~ she juz cant understand.

mayb its sometimes when u make an effort to meet up like every few weeks or so n catch up wif each other's life for the past few weeks, suddenly u got like lotsa things to say to each other. n tt hv always been my reason when my mum nags at me for like we always got so many things to talk to.

Friday, October 22, 2005

din went back to do prj since we janine helped us to change solutions for us. thanks to her we were able to go out n slack. haha~

met may at ikea since she wanted to buy a plain photoframe so accompany her there then oso can shun bian go n eat the well known swedish meatballs there. wahahaha~ then we oso met ming hui at the restaurant there.

hee~ we shared the meatballs those 15 pieces one n i had the 2 chicken wing n 1 choc dessert. gosh~ it is sooo sinful. but the chicken wing n the meat balls are really very nice. haha~ esp i m a carnivore.

then aft tt went n scout for may's thing n while queing up at the cashier, saw pei xin at another cashier but i din call him la cos i think he with his wife. haha~ aft tt we took a cab to great world city since ming hui is working there at a stall.

we helped her a bit to set up her stall for a while b4 we head down to orchard far east to walk walk. long time din go there walk walk le. but i guess i will still hv another chance to shop the nxt day. haha~ since i was gg out wif jo they all.

hmmm~ so nice to not hv to do prj esp we hv been almost working non stop during our vacation. haiz~ somemore no $$$ one. haha~

2005-10-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

wahahaha~ heng arh~ got the 8am class for my IS. at least we can like go back 2 or 3 times a week to do prj otherwise damn sian lor. cos my time table sucks to the core man. dun hv a full day to do prj. kaoz~ gotta split like 2 consecutive days to do prj. wat the ~ haiz~ sianz~

today quite slack la. cos zakir din give us anything to do except we gotta change solution for the kidneys. heng janine help us to change the solutions in the evening. otherwise me n may gotta stay back like 4 hrs to change solution. wah~ siao~ haha~

hmmm~ quite sianz~ hv been playing neopets for like pass 4 hrs. yea~ i noe i m childish playing this kinda games. but ni yao zhen yang~ haha~

2005-10-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

life has been boring.nth much hv happened except tt i hv been gg to biopolis to do prj everyday. hai~

hv been repeating the IHC n IF for like weeks le. quite xian but bi bian. but quite happy tt this week we finally got some better results. at least our slides is not always having high background n today we got fantastic IF staining acc to Zakir. haha~

quite slack. hv been either like working in the evening or slacking on my sofa to finish reading all my novels i borrowed. hee~ my latest accomplishment is Angels & Demons by Dan Brown.

let me recap what i hv done for the past FEW weeks~

Friday, September 23, 2005

hmmm~ met up wif beibei, yan jun, qing feng, kc, ming hui, zhi hui, terry n may to hv dinner. met at hereens cos having dinner at marche. haha~ the real surprise is really tt kc jing ran cut his hair when he quite bao bei his hair one. lol~

waited quite long for the queue lor. sooo many pple. marche very nice meh~ i m not very onz at gg to marche to eat one la but it still acceptable if my frens wanted to go.

quite pissed when one waiter told us there are seats for us, and so he ya-ya-papaya lead us to our place n keeps emphasizing he WILL lead us to our seats. den that ass realized tt "our" seats hv been taken by others le n found out there is communication brk down. wah lao~ make us look like idiot standing in the middle of nowhere. kaoz~

anyway, they found a 8-seater table though we got like 9 pple. so, we no choice but to squeeze a bit lor cos of some stupid pple. not bad the calamari n the soft shell crab. quite nice. the food is ok la. some of the guys got the "lap chiong" which they lept making fun of. damn kns~ haha~

aft tt, we all kept asking terry bout his army life den terry oso crack some jokes bout some of the jokers tt can be found. this shows tt this world is full of many diff kind of pple man. haha~

really like wat they hv bought for me or rather its may choose one la. i got 1 fuzzy peach perfume oil frm the agls n 1 fuzzy peach body lotion (damn big bottle) n 1 bath & shower gel frm may which is frm body shop. hee~ nice. i like stuff frm body shop.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

it hv been ages since i last met kai wei n johanna le. so met up n do some shopping n walk around. went far east first. i m act quite xian wif far east cos the day b4 i juz went far east wif may n quite sinful cos i already bought 1 pair of earing n beads necklace within like 15 min. haha~

as usual, orchard at sat is damn crowded even at far east. wanted to sit down at gelatia to hv waffle ice cream but its damn many pple there n no seats lor. so decided to go walk around again.

finally, aft 1 round of far east there's space at gelatia so we juz grab a seat lor. me and jo decided to eat the taiwan shilin XL crispy chicken n the mee sua instead cos quite nice ma. so, kai wei ate her waffle ice-cream herself since she craving for it.

aft having tt "meal", we already half full liao lor. dunno wat to hv for dinner le. haha~ decided to check out at lido see if there's any novies cos oso a bit xian walking around.

the stupid cinema dun hv much movies lor. cos all are horror flicks which are not my cup of tea lor. when i wanna c movie always no movie de and when i m not free the movies are coming out. xian~act not quite keen to watch The Grimm Brothers de but since kai wei's sis said its not bad so decided to give it a shot.

aft buying the tiks first, i den remebered tt i gotta hunt for shoes for my sis lor. so went charles n keith but there's nth tt fancy my eye so went to u.r.s n see.

den saw this pair of pink pumps called the ballerina i think. very nice leh though my sis dun exactly need a pump but tt one is really nice den somemore i hv been eyeing it the day b4 at heerens le.
haha~
but really quite ex bout $46.90 for a pump which isnt exactly within my budget lor. hence din really try for my size. but jo they all kept asking me to try so i try lor.

then who noes these girls aft asking me to try the shoes le then say its for my bday present. hee~ very nice. really like it.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

went for class outing tt day. wah~ it is like damn long since we hv seen each other le lor except for kai wei of course whom i hv always met up with. the others like lai quin i still got see them frm the last youth alumni meeting n clarice i hv been in the same lect wif her for 2 yrs n somemore still sees each other at IMCB. others like melanie, sin yee n ming yue i really long time din see them le.

well, basically many hv remained the same. not much change frm wat i see. sinyee is still the skinny tt pple calls, hannah is still very chirpy n loud, lai quin n regina is still so ah siao juz like the way in class, hazel is still the jia kentan cant speak chinese well.

though its like a real small class gathering with only the 10 of us present at marche (ya, marche again for me) but its still nice to see some of the old frens.

i doubt our class can really hv a real gathering esp when there r so many indonesians gg back to their hometown n many futhering their studies elsewhere n some like yen ching n malikka are gone for good.hence, i guess it ll always be the same old faces we gonna see in the yrs to come. haha~

aft the dinner at marche, went to bk at cine to hv some real talk cos marche we r seated too far away le cant really talk oso. its like the typical girl sch thing tt when there's so many girls gossiping there bound to be some loud laughters n i admit tt we r damn loud even at gossiping. yup. typical girls.

2005-10-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

fucked up. i m such a fucked up person. i m fucked up in all ways. wateva i did was juz a fucked up. i juz fucked up eveything around me.

call me a trouble-maker cos i always creates trouble for pple in one way or another. i m so damn fucking sick of myself. call me a cry baby cos i always cry whenever i feel stupid or when i m stupid, or i juz plainly looked stupid.

i noe its juz again one of the many depressing period for me. haiz~ its not tt i want to keep on dwelling on my problems n make myself depress. its juz tt i dunno how to solve the problems now. i m stupid for goodness sake.

i m such a god damn loser. thats y i m such fucked up in all ways. i detest loser cos i m one of the biggest anyway. so damn xian wif life. haiz~

used to be quite proud tt i m quite hardworking n yet i m such a pig now. now it seems tt it reaps me no gd either. i m so fucking stupid. it juz so depressing to work now. i dunno wat to do.

i felt miserable tt its always me creating trouble. i m juz really sorry for those tt i hv created trouble for. i dun want to messed up things too u noe. it mayb juz in the loser nature of mine tt in the end the more i dun want something to happen it will sure happen.

fucking loser. fucking fucked up loser.

2005-09-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

yoooo~ hooo~
it has been like 20 days since i hv blog. hee~

hai~ nowadays been damn slack n lazy to bring my lappy all the way frm my bedroom to my study rooom ma. haha~

ok i shall recap some of my boring life now since i still hv 1 hr plus b4 zakir comes back frm the animal room.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

yupz~ tt day we juz finished our genomics paper la~ the paper was ok~ then aft tt me, may, amanda, pei yan, elayna n elya we all went to clementi kbox n sing song.

hmmm~ we kept on persuading elya to go cos she like dun want to go like tt. haha~ we kept on persuade her until she say yes lor cos its like we gg to celebrate her bday in advance ma which is on 28 sept.

paid like only $6.40 nia. damn cheap lor cos we went for the kbox lunch ma. but the food sux la. its the delifrance tuna puff n its quite salty lor n then the ice tea is like damn sweet. dunno wat the hell they r doing. but its cheap la i wld still say the food is still edible la esp we all r very hungry aft genomics paper. haha~

then aft tt went n eat the ah po ling - the famous tang yuan at clementi. not bad but 4 tang yuan already made me damn full le. haha~

then aft tt me joined elayna, amanda n peiyan to little india cos they gg to thread eyebrow. me being very free, tags along lor. hee~ not bad the skill of the threading, but seems a bit painful like tt. cos i see amanda her eyebrow there all red sia. kaoz~ i damn scared lor the pain.

then we head down to ps cos still got a bit of time. very bored leh if go hme so early, so go town kia kia oso shuang. haha~

Friday, September 16, 2005

ok me is damn bores on tt day. cos i hv been at hme to lan for a day le. then somemore i got no story bk to read so damn xian lor. so me went to sch lib to chiong the dvd there. hehe~

i think i str8 away almost 8 hrs i hv been watching the dvd lor. i rather watch dvd then stay at hme watch those dunno wat sai tv. watched i,robort, 13 going 30, bridget jones diary, something's gotta give.

ya~ out of 4 dvd i hv already watched like 3 le. but nvr mind la. i m juz bored. haha~ dun underestimate wat a bored person can do ok. haha~
anyway, all these shows are nice shows so even i watched it twice oso quite nice then oso help me recapped the story ma.

i esp like bridget jones diary even i watched b4 le. so cute lor bridget n lucky she can meet a mark darcy. everytime i watched this show i always wonder is there a real mark darcy in real life. haha~ if so, i really wanna meet him. hai~

then aft tt went n borrow 3 bks to read at hme. xianzZz~

2005-09-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

wah kaoz~ today the integrated lab pract exam is such a bloody killer paper lor. damn f*^&ed up lor. such a damn spoiler. bioinfo oso. si bei sianz~

haiz~ fri gonna hv DDD test. arghhhh~ gonna suffer frm brain hemorrhage n brain damage le by next wed. omg~

anyway~ may juz sent me the photos we took last wed. pardon me for the ugly sights of me. hee~ paiseh la~

tah dah~

me & ming hui outside lect hall aft bioinfo test. amiracle we can still smile aft the killer test. haha~

yupz~ the "legendary" mango cake by py.

me~

me again~

the grp of gals who helped me celebrate my bday excluding wei ping

u are rite~ me again~

ya~ the cutting cake "ceremony" haha~

2005-09-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 2

yest i got a very nice bday surprise. but at the same time i oso got a bday shock in my life. cos i m damn unlucky lor in the evening when i meeting my mum they all.

yest when i was on my way to town, my mum called n ask me where to meet. she suggested to wait at the HELLO shop, but i prefer to meet at tangs. so when i reach le, i waited for her assuming she haven reach.

then aft bout 10 min, my mum called me and ask me where i m n told me tt they r at taka. obviously i m quite pissed off lor cos she din say tt when she called me, she was already at town le. so i assume we wld meet at tangs. wah lao~ felt like an idiot lor~

then~ aft tt i dun care bout her n took my own sweet time to go to perlini's silver to buy something for myself cos i got 50% discount for my bdat ma. then my mum called me n asked me where i am. i juz told her to meet at crystal jade feeling quite fustrated already.

i take escalator all the way to level 4 the crystal jade palace rest n wait for her. then i feel even worst when i din see them around when they r suppose to wait for me. so my mum called again asking me where i m. i told her i was at level 4 la n she said she was at b2 tt crystal jade kitchen.

wah~ buai tahan~ how stupid can i be to forget there's another crystal jade downstairs. so in a fit of anger i hurried down the escalator n "PONG"! i slipped n fell on the escalator right on my butt.

wah lao eh~ so damn painful lor. kns so damn paiseh tt i fell in such an ugly way. kaoz~ but luckily there's no one at the front n only a few pple at the far end of the escalator. so maluating lor~ haix~ knn~

when i finally reached crystal jade litchen, my butt already like got flower liao. cos pi ku kai hua ma~ wah piang~ anyway~ luckily the meal is still not bad. the xia qiu hua dan horfun (prawn ball scrambled egg horfun) is very nice esp the prawns so big n fresh. then the scallop porridge oso very nice. the scallop a lot sia~ haha~

not bad la the food but quite ex cos we only ordered 5 dishes n its like 70 bucks. but anyway not i pay on so nvr mind. haha~

then aft tt my family n i went orchard og n shop shop cos my mum is one big og fan n she got one 25% discount coupon for the august baby. then, i saw 1 really very nice pair of wedges tt look exactly wat fiona xie had shown in the tv show xiang de mei. wah i like tt design lor. so yup i bought tt wedge.

haha~ felt so acomplished now. hee~ but i paid aHIGH price for it man. i got my right butt cheek swollen a bit. so painful lor even i sleep on my back. so my sleep sideways. yest i observed my big butt n there's a red mark n today it hv transformed into a royal purple mark. cool. haha~

2005-08-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 1

wahahahahahaha~ hehe~ yea today my bday. i actually really very qi dai this day will come soon man, but on the other hand, i dreaded this day. cos this is the day tt we wld hv bioinfo test n the dead line for handing up the bioinfo assignment lor. wat the~damn spoiler one leh~

so sickening lor today cos the stupid chai kong chit duah us. he wrote an e mail telling us to go for his ipm tutorial. or else. then stupid teacher told us to 31-08-04. but we went there its ji tao director's office lor. so in the end the whole class din turn up cos i suspect tt he act wrote the wrong venue. but well too bad~ who tell him to zi zuo nie wrote us a warning letter. haha~

then today's bioinfo test sux lor. wat the~ the mcq all nvr teach b4 one.wah lao eh~ another thing tt spoil my mood man. then as usual may finish the test earlier, so she wait for me lor. but very funny leh~ cos when i came out frm the lect hall, i thought tt we wld like juz leave tgt de. but juz felt very strange tt she willing to wait for amanda n elya they all. cos they normally takes quite loong to finish test de.

as time is nearing to 5 o'clock i became more anxious to leave cos i meeting my parents for dinner ma. but anyway, i still wait la. then when elya they all finally came out, they like scurried their way back. i din give a second thought even when i finally saw them at four leaves with a cake. obviously being stupid i m still wondering y are they buying a cake until may said its for me. wah lao~ i so stupid lor. cos may is trying to keep me back for an obvious reason. haha~ stupid me.

wah lao~ i m surprise lor tt they will celebrate my bday. cos normally i rarely hv such a surprise. haha~ ke jian i m such a boring girl. damn gan dong leh~ lol

the mango cake is really nice. n i really wanna again thank may, amanda, pei yan, elya, elayna and wei ping for it lor. hee~ ya an unforgettable bday.

2005-08-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

today went to tiong bahru plz tt jap restaurant--bie fu to hv dinner wif kim n our prj supervisor, zakir as a farewell for kim cos she leaving for canada for study soon.

but b4 tt since we hv a early release for DDD, me and may went town for a while cos may wanted to go eyebrow trimming. so while waiting, i went to the paragon metro walk walk a bit.

den saw this guess wallet very nice n metro got big sale so i bought as a treat for my bday. almost the same as may's except tt mine is black n hers is grey. yupz its the bday present for myself. hee~

yupz. then aft tt went tiong bahru n meet them. not bad the food there. the sashimi is really fresh. haha~ n since i first time tried their ramen, i din dare to challenge their spiciness scale. so i juz stick to the level 1 spicy. well, tt a bit spicy for me le. heng i din say i ask for 2 spicy. may was a bit of a siao char bor cos she ask for a 4 spicy level. kaoz~ tried a bit of her soup n i took a while b4 i cld recover. lol

really not bad lor the food but the total price added up was a bit steep but we got order some other sides like the pregnant fish (shisemo) n 3 beers. i din dare to drink to whole glass myself cos i know i ll hv red face. haha~ total the bill is bout $89.90. i think me n may's eyes popped out when we saw the bill. haha~ esp we were quite broke tt day already. but luckily zakir a bit gentlement. a bit nia i mean. cos he paid 60 bucks n the rest me n may share the bill. so at least not tt ex la. hehe~

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

wahahahahaha~ yeah baby~ so happy man~ jiating really made my day cos she gave me the link of the radio blog tt is full of derrick's songs in prj superstar. haha~

http://www.hohweijian.info/#

super happy when noe tt other pple in this case, jiating oso like derrick. heez~ derrick is so damn cute. but too bad he a bit short but its ok. cos he's cute. haha~ he so damn funy de lor esp yesterday de show. so funny tt they bully junyang wif his candyce "affair".

hmmm~ nvr mind tt he can pronounce well cos tt is his cute pts.hee~ then he sings oso very gan dong. hai~ too bad he out too soon le. cant fight wif junyang. so sad. even junyang is out. HOW CAN???

hai~ at least the final show still can see them sing. but so sad derrick gg to enlist soon le. can see him on TV show anymore. *sobs

can only see junyang nia. tt is the consolation.

2005-08-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

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How you're unique: You have an incredible eye for style and art

Why your style rocks: You are classic and classy - and that's hot!

What this color says about you: "I'm smart, sassy, and sexy. And I know it."

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You? Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

eh~ not very true leh~ i dun use red nail polish. tt is so old~ omg~ haha~

You Are An Introvert!

You're not necessarily anti-social, but you do tend to need a lot of alone time.

You tend to think before you talk, which doesn't make you the loudest person in the room.

While you aren't outgoing, you are a good listener - and you tend to be a loyal friend.

And you enjoy your friends as much as any extrovert does, in smaller doses.

You're more of a conversation over dinner type than a party animal... and so are all your friends..

Are You An Extrovert or Introvert? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

arhh huh~ yup this is really true bout me. the introvert pam.

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.

You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.

You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.

This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You a Girl or Woman? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

oh no~ i m so damn bored. i kept doing these stupid quizzes~

2005-08-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Haha~ yupz pam i juz a wierd girl. so be careful k? dun ever offend Miss Ang!
wahahha~ *evil laughter
p.a.m is juz a crazy girl living in a crazy world.
told u tt i m crazy rite in my msn nick? haha~

2005-08-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

feels very sad rite now. i juz felt tt i m as if i m a souless girl. i hv no life at all! seeing other pples' life so interesting n here i am on a fri nite staying at hme trying to find some info for DDD pbl. gosh! how sad can my life be?

its not juz not having dates on fri nite. but its juz wat am i here for? i m here because my parents gave me life here or i m here to juz to be a machine to keep on doing reports, prjs and to study. i m damn sick of this crazy life! wat the fuck lor.

i noe there are many pple like me suffering all these nonsense. but i m juz afraid tt one day i ll break down. i noe myself i m not one of those pple whose will-power are superb. in fact i noe tt i dun hv much of a strong will. i cant take it anymore. esp doing assignments tt require to search for info urself n watz best is a lot of things u gotta think by urself. wat lao eh~ fuck off man~

i m tired. i wanna hv fun n not be juz staring at my lap top as if i was an idiot. when can i hv fun? watz best is tt even on my bday 31st aug i oso got bioinfo test n somemore its the last wk of sch n many pract exams and tests are waiting ahead. y cant i hv a bit of time to keep my mind off for a moment?

these are really real crap. crappy life.

2005-08-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

arghhhhh~

so damn sian lor~ got tonnes of prjs n reports to finish doing w/in this ridiculously short 7 weeks semesters. wat the f&^#!

its only when u hv been in yr 3 then u will really get the feel of wat is STRESS!!! when we r yr 2 esp in semester 2.1 where we got bout 8 prjs to do at 1 go, we were all complaining how stress we were. complaining so many presentations we gotta do. we juz din noe tt those were act chicken feet compared to when u are in yr 3.

yr 3 u gotta worry enough for ur final yr prj. then besides leh~ u oso gotta worry about other miscellaneous stuffs such as those pbl n presentaions for ur other modules. gosh~ so many deadlines. they are really deadlines cos if i dun hand in on time, i ll be dead by then. OMG!!!

then u want to noe how to differentiate yr 1 n yr 2 students frm yr 3 students?

okay~ yr 1 students are those siao ding dongs who always kept laughing loudly as if nobody's business cos they are not stressed at all. still at honeymoon period.

yr 2 students are those slightly stressed pple who always keeps saying they r very stressed n hv many presentaions to do. but well, they sometimes still can act like siao ding dongs like the yr 1s.

& finally yr 3 students are those tt always seems so depressed tt as if the whole world owes them money like tt. they r tooo stressed tt they dun even bother to tell pple they r stress. cos their frens r equally stress too. they can oso act like siao ding dongs but tt is when they hv really went berserk.

haha~ i noe wat i hv wrote r very ridiculous ba. but tts how i hv acted for the past 2 1/2 yrs. its all in relevance to my behaviour. or mayb i m juz another siao eh.

haha~

ya~ btw~ Happy National Day to all! hee~

2005-08-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.

You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.

A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.

Your negative traits:

Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer

You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well

You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.

Your ideal partner:

Values success in life as much as you do

Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood

Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic

Your dating style:

Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.

Your seduction style:

You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited

You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets

A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love

Tips for the future:

Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.

Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.

Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.

Best place to meet someone online:

eHarmony - the best place to find other busy singles looking for a serious relationship

Best color to attract mate: Navy blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

2005-08-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.

You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

2005-08-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.
You focus on living a quality life.
You're not easily impressed with novelty.
Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

wah~ so hungry now. haha~ cos haven eat dinner yet leh.